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Mar 18, 2006 12:03

well iam really bored do i thought htta i would update. Today i was hoping to go to johnson city and look at some prom dresses but that didnt happen. I asked yvonne if we were going to go tomorwo and wel i am pretty sure that we wont.

I need a date for prom i asked colin but i dont think that he is going to go. I asked bo and his parents wont let him go. THEn there was perry who is JUST gay i think. Well i know that i seem pethitic(?) but it is true. I dont have a dress and i dont have an appointment to get my hair done. i dont know where i want to eat before it starts. so right now things look pretty bad. If they dont turn around i dont think that i am goin to go.

I have been thinking a lot about Daniel MAck latley and i really dont know why. Like i is wierd i wasnt even close friends with him. THe last time that i actually had a concersation was at the end of freshman year in ancient history. I think a lot of it is is that i wanted to get to know him more. See we used totalk a lot when we rode the bus together in like the 8th grade and that is so long ago.I dont know why i feel like i do. I guessit is because i ahve never lost anyone close or far. I just dont know how to handle it even though it has been 9 months.

Well i think that i made callie mas the other morning because i and others were talkin bad a bout cody. Ijust dont see why she puts her self in a position to get hurt. IT is none of my buissnes either so i dont see why i am so consernced. i guess it is that i care about her as close friend andi dontlike seeing her get hurt.

Erica PISSED me off friday in english. Well it wasnt just her it was like the WHole class including Mrs. Short. Like everytime i have to get something outof my bag or my pencil sqeks or i do something to make a little noise everyoe in the class has to comment onit and make it something totalk about. like i am the class act or something. at first it was just a stupid joke but everyday is just a little annoying you know.

Have you ever noticed how much u really hate how one of ur friends act. Well i noticed that abotu some of mine. I just cant stand how they act. One cant make up their mind one is always in a bad mood two gang up on u and make u feel like shit with out even realizing that they do it and others cant open up there eyes to the real world. bUti except all these things cause i have my faults to and i am annoying sometimes.

Well i think that i have written enough.

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BRTIIANY

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