Motivation......Where are you?
I’m having one of those want to curl up on the couch in your pj’s, watch a movie while stuffing your face with yummy comfort food and sipping on a steaming Starbucks (insert preferred drink here) kind of day. It is grey and gloomy outside, I think I might be pms’ing and to be honest….I have been so unmotivated lately. I can’t seem to get out of this funk I’m in.
I know part of it is probably the weather and the fact that it is dark when I come to work and usually getting dark by the time I get home. Other than that I know a big chunk of it is my weight. It is hard to believe that one issue (albeit a large issue) can have such a huge impact on all other areas of my life. I don’t want my LJ to always be a rant about my weight issues but they just seem the most predominant right now.
The problem is that no one can give me motivation. You can’t take a pill that will motivate you for that day. I wish there was. So it’s up to me and my willpower. Yikes! So far it’s been a losing battle. I’m hoping that my brother’s wedding on the horizon and the fact that I just want to feel better will be enough to help jump start me.
Enough of my whining for now. I’m bored of myself today.
If you know where I can find motivation in a pill or liquid form then please let me know. J