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i had one of those stopping dreams.
in it i was kissing a man (somewhat a mixture of Jeffery from PR and a couple of others boys in my actual life) but i had lock jaw. he held me so close i swear to god i could feel his breathe and heat. he kept telling me how he had found it. how much he loved me. i didn't say anything, i just sat there being held, trying to play off the lock jaw. and just as suddenly, he left. and i sat there realizing i never said a thing.
fuck man, i woke up and actually considered coming in late to work so that i could go back to sleep to find him. literally i thought that.
lock jaw. wonder what that means.
in it i was kissing a man (somewhat a mixture of Jeffery from PR and a couple of others boys in my actual life) but i had lock jaw. he held me so close i swear to god i could feel his breathe and heat. he kept telling me how he had found it. how much he loved me. i didn't say anything, i just sat there being held, trying to play off the lock jaw. and just as suddenly, he left. and i sat there realizing i never said a thing.
fuck man, i woke up and actually considered coming in late to work so that i could go back to sleep to find him. literally i thought that.
lock jaw. wonder what that means.