Ouch.
It still stings to find a job I know I'm intellectually capable of doing, I have the required experience and skills... and know that I can't do it, because I can't handle 20 hours a week. I shouldn't have even looked. What was I expecting, a 5-hour-a-week part-time job? I want this job. And I know it's not even worth applying for; because if 1 hour a day is too much, how would I be able to do 4?
http://www.pym.org/pm/comments.php?id=5266_0_33_0_C
Still, ouch. Ouch ouch ouch! And it's made worse by the fact that this is my Yearly Meeting. I want this job not only because I'm qualified for it, but because I want to help my Yearly Meeting. I'm tempted to just say, "Fuck it!" and apply anyways, but what would be the point?
ARG!
[EDIT: I'm not looking for people to try to convince me that I can do this job. What was upsetting me was the knowledge that I can't do it, no matter how much I'd like to.]
http://www.pym.org/pm/comments.php?id=5266_0_33_0_C
Still, ouch. Ouch ouch ouch! And it's made worse by the fact that this is my Yearly Meeting. I want this job not only because I'm qualified for it, but because I want to help my Yearly Meeting. I'm tempted to just say, "Fuck it!" and apply anyways, but what would be the point?
ARG!
[EDIT: I'm not looking for people to try to convince me that I can do this job. What was upsetting me was the knowledge that I can't do it, no matter how much I'd like to.]