Jan 22, 2006 01:30
i dont know what to say about my life i thoght it was going great but i feel like there is still somthing missing for it. i dontknow i tryed dating but i dont know if anyone really wants to be with me or i want to be with them u know. i moved as u all manly know back to white lake i miss all my friends so i went over to the stovers house last night i thoght i lost my phoen i was going nuts im liek i hope it is in toris car so i get over there and janet answer the door she like matthew how the hell r u and gave me a big hug i found out there nana past away that gave me tears to my eyes i love there nana. she felt like my nana. it has been a while she i seen them but i went over i wish i would of know last saturday that they had a big party for kyle is was her bday and no one bothers to call me so me and alisha were so bored out of r minds sence will teddy tori and kevin went to teddy uncle house i think is was but i dont liek meeting new people that r family member i know about my family member they r so fucking boring so i was not in the mood to go over there. well im still working at farmer jakcs 3 months till my bday and i will be in vegas i cant wait to get drunk with my old coworkers and with my family lol