I should probably hide from people today...
Everything that comes out of my mouth sounds bitchy.
I didn't notice it yesterday.
I have now been awake for almost 30 minutes and talked to 2 people.
Either it's paranoia from all the comments yesterday, or I'm a little bit more aware but not quite enough to do the comment screening / bitch filter real-time. I feel like I'm pissing everyone off today. I want to call back the last person I spoke with and ask him if I pissed him off.
But that's REALLY flakey and insecure. And I tend towards bonding with people who are tired of everyone else being flakey and insecure. So the type of people who could feel secure calling me shortly after noon and not getting snarled at are the type of people who would be annoyed at me calling them back and asking if I snarled at them.
Maybe I'm just not awake enough yet. I haven't had tea.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING ONLINE IF I HAVEN'T HAD TEA!?!?!??!! No wonder I'm feeling wierd. It's probably withdrawal. I've been awake for 1/2 an hour and I haven't had tea.
I hereby apolotize to anyone I have pissed off both yesterday and today. (Well... except for Tim Hoover, because he was an annoying ass and pissed me off so he deserves it.) But he won't read this anyways so it doesn't matter.
Fie. Even my apology sounds bitchy. I would just go back to bed and try again in a few hours, but I promised myself for 4 hours of slave labor today and it would be not cool if I failed to show up. :( Fie.
Everything feels out of place and like I'm not quite connecting with anyone.
:(
I'm going to go drink tea and hope this whole thing improves.
Fortune Cookie Say: Everything improves when you drink tea.
I didn't notice it yesterday.
I have now been awake for almost 30 minutes and talked to 2 people.
Either it's paranoia from all the comments yesterday, or I'm a little bit more aware but not quite enough to do the comment screening / bitch filter real-time. I feel like I'm pissing everyone off today. I want to call back the last person I spoke with and ask him if I pissed him off.
But that's REALLY flakey and insecure. And I tend towards bonding with people who are tired of everyone else being flakey and insecure. So the type of people who could feel secure calling me shortly after noon and not getting snarled at are the type of people who would be annoyed at me calling them back and asking if I snarled at them.
Maybe I'm just not awake enough yet. I haven't had tea.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING ONLINE IF I HAVEN'T HAD TEA!?!?!??!! No wonder I'm feeling wierd. It's probably withdrawal. I've been awake for 1/2 an hour and I haven't had tea.
I hereby apolotize to anyone I have pissed off both yesterday and today. (Well... except for Tim Hoover, because he was an annoying ass and pissed me off so he deserves it.) But he won't read this anyways so it doesn't matter.
Fie. Even my apology sounds bitchy. I would just go back to bed and try again in a few hours, but I promised myself for 4 hours of slave labor today and it would be not cool if I failed to show up. :( Fie.
Everything feels out of place and like I'm not quite connecting with anyone.
:(
I'm going to go drink tea and hope this whole thing improves.
Fortune Cookie Say: Everything improves when you drink tea.