Aug 12, 2006 01:16
I leave Camp Daggett to go home tomorrow and I definitely have mixed feelings. On one hand, there are people that I'm going to miss that I probably won't get to see very much until next summer. But on the other hand, I feel so out of the loop here sometimes that I want to get as far away as I can...dramatic, I know. There's nobody here that I feel especially close to...well, that's not quite right. There are people that I feel close to, but who I don't think feel as close to me. If that makes any sense. It probably doesn't.
We had our little party-thingy to say goodbye to the staff. Usually they have a staff slide show, but they didn't this year, which is why I feel frustrated and sad at the same time. I almost want to cry because I'll miss everyone, but I pretty much want to get the hell out of here too.
I dunno, I'm tired. I just finished some of the stuff I needed to do and I have to be up in like, six hours, so I suppose I should try to get some sleep so I don't need a gallon of coffee to drive the four and a half hour drive home.