There's something about March
Around late February/early March, I always start to get sensitive about things. I like to think that normally most things don't bother me that much. But somehow, around this time of year, I get a super dose of estrogen and the really moody side of me bears its ugly head.
I hate when I get like this. I'm not sure if it's because I hit the "please let school be over" barrier or if it's because it's nearing my birthday and my birthday never ever is how I want it to be in perfect little Amanda-land. Either way, I pretty much have a general tightness in my chest and a dull pain behind my eyes. I want to yell and scream and cry...but I won't. I never do, at least not with people around.
I'm leaving in about 6 hours for New Orleans. I'm torn between really needing this--a vacation from what I know--and dreading being in a situation where I have to try to deal with other people when I'm in this state.
I just had a deja vu, which is kind of weird. Not surprising though, as I get this way from time to time. I'm going to try to get some sleep because I'll be driving for at least a few hours tomorrow.
And remember kids: Neil Diamond is the Jewish Elvis.
See y'all next Saturday.
I hate when I get like this. I'm not sure if it's because I hit the "please let school be over" barrier or if it's because it's nearing my birthday and my birthday never ever is how I want it to be in perfect little Amanda-land. Either way, I pretty much have a general tightness in my chest and a dull pain behind my eyes. I want to yell and scream and cry...but I won't. I never do, at least not with people around.
I'm leaving in about 6 hours for New Orleans. I'm torn between really needing this--a vacation from what I know--and dreading being in a situation where I have to try to deal with other people when I'm in this state.
I just had a deja vu, which is kind of weird. Not surprising though, as I get this way from time to time. I'm going to try to get some sleep because I'll be driving for at least a few hours tomorrow.
And remember kids: Neil Diamond is the Jewish Elvis.
See y'all next Saturday.