sorry i havent been updating lately
well, i really couldnt cuz my computer was a bitch and wouldnt work for me. so yea, i have been deprived of my aim, email, and lj. lol. but, now im back. WOOHOO!!! lol. anyways, so school really sucks. i hate geometry so much. im gonna be happy if i pass with a D. lol. how sad, i have no confidence in myself. lol. anyways. so i already had to take quizzes. my first test of the year is next monday in econ. should be super? lol. anyways, so yea, moving on from classes. im seriously thinking about whether or not to put in my two week notice at big boys. cuz, 4 hrs for one day a week, isnt cutting it. at all. the only downside is, is that i wont be able to see tommy anymore. i should just talk to him this week. lol. and just yea, i should start talking to him. damn, why cant talking to boys be easier? lol. first its a coney crush, now its a big boy crush. well, the coney crush is going nowhere FAST. hes three fucking lockers away from me only, and, i still dont have enough nerve to talk to him. how pathetic is that?? yea, the guys in my life arent working out too good. lets see why:
~Chuck- aka coney crush. going nowhere fast. still too nervous to talk to him.
~Tommy- aka big boy crush. dont work enough to talk to him. i work from 3-7. he works 4/5-10.
~Andy- i have no idea about this one. really i have no clue. we talk on the phone, and we were maybe going to hang out this saturday coming up after work, and yea, today when i got online, his away msg was up, but in his info, theres something about "love you sweetheart" but its this whole long thing, so i dont know if its song lyrics, or him explaining his love for someone. again, like i said, i so dont know about this one. but, i dont care, i want to hang out with him again so badly. he even told me like the first time we talked, that he doesnt like having girlfriends. so, his info, dont know what thats about. oh well. im still hoping we can hang out. im really looking forward to it. lol.
i believe thats it. i do think other people at school are cute, but not crush list worthy. lol. thats lame that i have a title for it. lol. hehehe. anyways, well, i gotta go. i have a ton of homework to do and its all due tomorrow. sometimes being a procrastinator SUCKS!! lol. anyways, im out. pe@ce.
Love Always,
Jen
~Chuck- aka coney crush. going nowhere fast. still too nervous to talk to him.
~Tommy- aka big boy crush. dont work enough to talk to him. i work from 3-7. he works 4/5-10.
~Andy- i have no idea about this one. really i have no clue. we talk on the phone, and we were maybe going to hang out this saturday coming up after work, and yea, today when i got online, his away msg was up, but in his info, theres something about "love you sweetheart" but its this whole long thing, so i dont know if its song lyrics, or him explaining his love for someone. again, like i said, i so dont know about this one. but, i dont care, i want to hang out with him again so badly. he even told me like the first time we talked, that he doesnt like having girlfriends. so, his info, dont know what thats about. oh well. im still hoping we can hang out. im really looking forward to it. lol.
i believe thats it. i do think other people at school are cute, but not crush list worthy. lol. thats lame that i have a title for it. lol. hehehe. anyways, well, i gotta go. i have a ton of homework to do and its all due tomorrow. sometimes being a procrastinator SUCKS!! lol. anyways, im out. pe@ce.
Love Always,
Jen