May 04, 2005 18:16
I'm sick... :/ But it doesn't matter anymore...lol it just adds up the the thousands of days that I have already missed. Geez my ninth grade year is a lil F'ed up. but its coo its coo. And i haven't updated in a LONG time and U kno what...guys are like the most controversial things ever. I hate them so much because of how much I like them. Then I end up getting hurt. It sucks when you get close to a guy, and you become attached...then his old gf that he says he "hates" comes back in the picture, and even though he's with someone else..you still like him just the same. Guys are confusing. It drives me up the wall. So I lost my guy...to a bitch (I must say)..and I think I've lost some friends...and I've lost the trust with my mom...I lost the one thing I had to remember of my dead friend...I'm lost in school...and I'm about to lose my mind. But there is one thing I forgot how much I needed...music..its an awesome remedy! Oh yeah and Caisey I haven't talked to you in SO long..Nobody's called me Cess in years...so cool to hear your voice again..I love you to death gril!!! You and Chelsea are awesome!!! lol hopefully you can come down to my place soon. Christina's birthday is soon, and I want to celebrate it with you...Like we used to. Even tho she's up there...we can still have her birthday! Well...I've got to get something in my stomach...so I might make some soup or something... :) bye y'all
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