Jan 3!!
Jan 3!!!
Hey all! Wow today was a weird day. My emotions were like a roller coaster. I can see how i might freak people out. Weeeell actually Ima back track to last night...because I couldn't write anything then. Yah once again, it was like hell. Didn't have my mom there, so I just kinda fell through. Then it got to the extent of me getting hurt, so now i've got a brace on my wrist. Thank God its not broken or anything. Yeah, shit happens...just gotta deal. My mom's got to start being around more often...tired of dealing with stuff on my own. But...anyways..back to today....First I got to school late, it took me a lil longer to get ready this morning, and then I guess I didn't seem too happy. But then when it came to 4th period. English we weren't doing anything, because Mr. ries was going over our ICW's individually. I guess that time just got me to start thinking. I'm very close to start cracking....I promised my mom I wouldn't, but I was just thinking about making that certain phone call. Its been in my mind for a couple days now. But I know that I cant. Then I start thinking well what if I did. And I dunno I just get all confused. Don't know where to go, what to do. And thats why, I depend on my friends so much. I guess at times I act like I'm a baby, but its hard not to......Well back to my day...lol well after English it was lunch, and I felt SUPER weird, so I extracted myself and went to the bathroom....shed a tear or so, and then pulled myself together. Then after I saw my friends at the lunch table, a cool feeling came over me. Something that felt right, and made me have a sigh of relief. Then my afternoon was fine. I tried to find Caroline after school, because I wanted to give her something. And also I felt bad, because I guess I acted kinda like a b*tch this morning. But I couldn't find her, so yah. Anyways...I've got a lot of hw...(make up tests and quizzes to study for)...SO please comment if ya know how to...its a lil different than Live Journal. I think I might post a poem or two later...so come back and check those out. Love Celine
Hey all! Wow today was a weird day. My emotions were like a roller coaster. I can see how i might freak people out. Weeeell actually Ima back track to last night...because I couldn't write anything then. Yah once again, it was like hell. Didn't have my mom there, so I just kinda fell through. Then it got to the extent of me getting hurt, so now i've got a brace on my wrist. Thank God its not broken or anything. Yeah, shit happens...just gotta deal. My mom's got to start being around more often...tired of dealing with stuff on my own. But...anyways..back to today....First I got to school late, it took me a lil longer to get ready this morning, and then I guess I didn't seem too happy. But then when it came to 4th period. English we weren't doing anything, because Mr. ries was going over our ICW's individually. I guess that time just got me to start thinking. I'm very close to start cracking....I promised my mom I wouldn't, but I was just thinking about making that certain phone call. Its been in my mind for a couple days now. But I know that I cant. Then I start thinking well what if I did. And I dunno I just get all confused. Don't know where to go, what to do. And thats why, I depend on my friends so much. I guess at times I act like I'm a baby, but its hard not to......Well back to my day...lol well after English it was lunch, and I felt SUPER weird, so I extracted myself and went to the bathroom....shed a tear or so, and then pulled myself together. Then after I saw my friends at the lunch table, a cool feeling came over me. Something that felt right, and made me have a sigh of relief. Then my afternoon was fine. I tried to find Caroline after school, because I wanted to give her something. And also I felt bad, because I guess I acted kinda like a b*tch this morning. But I couldn't find her, so yah. Anyways...I've got a lot of hw...(make up tests and quizzes to study for)...SO please comment if ya know how to...its a lil different than Live Journal. I think I might post a poem or two later...so come back and check those out. Love Celine