Fi-NA-LLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
hahah i've meant to post this entry for so long now, but i guess i got busy, or lazy :P :P
First i wanna start off by saying that it sucks when you miss someone so bad that you really want to just scream it so loud that they'll hear it and get back to you, but oh well, i mean you're trying to do the best you can and do stuff you think will fix it, but you end up ruining them even more. I'm in that position right now where i don't really know what to do or if i should do this or that, but basically what im trying to say is : Yes i really miss you and i think bout you all the time and i just want things to go back to how they were
So let's change the mood now, and talk about something else, cause that's what i do best lately. Try to think of something else! I've been buying some sexy ass clothes lately, and YES CRYS, i'll show you!!!! I bought a freaking sexy black corset (no not the top corset-like one) but a real one, and freaking shit! Uber sexy! I took some pics of it, i'll share them with you =)
Okay so now let's post what ive meant to post for weeks now! Facts about me! I just love reading random facts about my friends, so why not do it myself and inspire some of you to do so! :)
1- When i was five years old, i had this dog, Puppy. One day he left the house and i was sure he was lost. Turns out after that day i do not remember seeing him again. For like 10 years i thought he had gone and got lost until my dad told me that it wasnt what happened. Since my mom and dad had gotten divorced 4 years earlier and he was now moving out of town, he coudn't bring my dog with him, so they had to go to the vet and kll him. I hated my dad for telling me, and i cried the rest of the day.
2- Yeah my parents got divorced when i was one
3- My secret to fight monsters under the bed is to put a miror up against the bed and facing under the bed. So then if the monster wants to get out from under the bed, and grab your ankle he'll see himself in the morir and will be scared. Stupid, but when you're 10, you really think it works. Remember it for your kids!
4- In my family, on my mom's side, lots of people have gifts. My grandma could get our energy level up, my grandpa can take away any burning sensations (read huge big burnin sensations here!) My mom has premonitions dreams, my cousin sees people auras, my aunt can see angels. I'm still trying to figure out what mine is. My mom told me i had one, but wouldn't tell me which one it is.
5- I speak english today because of my dad. When i saw him again lastseptember i was sad to realize that " he lost his english", sucked at it in other words.
6- I was president of my class from 3rd grade to 6th grade, and in 6th grade i was president of the school
7- I've played in many acts in front of my school, did dancing shows also and played in major big act where i was the main character in high school. In highs school i was also in a music group. I played clarinet, saxophone and my fave flute. When i was doing those dancing shows, i used to think when i'd be older, i'd be a real dancer.
8- My fave subjects in high school were history, music and biology, in which i was so good that i didnt have to do the final exams.
9- From 4 to 11 i lived in a haunted house. I've got no proog of it byt many many times i heard footsteps in the room next to mine, i heard footsteps walking downstairs. Many nights i woke up fucking afraid, and turned on the lights falling back asleep with it on. I thought they were monsters at first.
10- When i was 9 i walked barefoot on fresh asphalt. Yeah it stayed under my feet and my mum had to put some iced twoels under tham until everything would come off. I had to stay on the toilet seat while she was doing that, cause it made me want to pee. Then my grandpa came to take away the burning. After that i was a week not able to walk, except on my knees, or on the tip of my toes which my mum hated see me do, cause i could have hurt myself even more. But i kept doing it cause i was a bad girl
11- I sleep with 5 pillows when i sleep completely alone
12- I sometimes think i'm not a good friend. In fact sometimes i think i'm a really bad friend.
13- I love drawing, but i suck at it. I love doing stuff with pics and lyrics, i wrote lots of texts about my feelings and stuff i went thru because i've never been the one confiding, so that was my way of getting stuff out.
PIcs time now?? weeheehee!
Most of you all know that i went to a backstreet boys show in august (be very jealous!) And i was front row! middle of the stage! woohooo And i took some pics, so let's tart the sharing!!! :)
I've been on the fan club for a year now, and i've met some incredible girls! I had the chance to meet them in august and since then your friendship only grew! We'll meet again in november, cause the backstreet boys are coming back in qc!! WOOHOO! for three shows and i can't wait! But anyway, now are the pics of the august 5th show!!!
That's me and Cyn. She's the coolest girl ever! (hahaha you're all cool my girlies!!!) and she's the one that can get me general tao chicken anytime i want!!!
That's me and Caro before the show!!
My ticket!!!!
The opening band. Ew- Girlicious. Yeah they are hawt tho
And the BSB!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nick, Larger than life. The first song of the show, after that Nick started to sing Stronger by Kanye!!! :D
And that's AJ!!!! Yeah, front row is fucking love!!!
I LOVED that moment!!!! 15000 people screaming their love for them and nick was becoming REALLY emo, but im in love with emo nick!!!!!! That def. was intense!!! They were getting emos! :D
And nickkkkkkkk when he jumped off the stage in i got the chance to touch him :D
And my girlied from the Fanclub!!!! :D left to right :) Karine, Manon, Gen (the superstarrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!) and me :D
The girls i went with, nice road trip with them! woohooo that was us after the show! Me, Cat, Fred and Jess :)
Me and Jess when we left the morning of the day of the show :)
Me waiting in front of the Bell Center :)
And me with Nananeeeee!!!! (Another girl on the Fanclub! :) She's friend with Cyn in real life :) ) Well we're all friends in real life now :)
Okay enough with the BSB pictures!!!
The Cheateau Frontenac (Frontenac Castle) here in Quebec. It's just so beautiful! That was at night for sure :D
Night out with Caro in august! She called me out of nowhere and asked me if i wanted to go drink with her! Course i said yes! We drank Sangrias and Dragons d'or! She ahd a margarita as well :)
Me and my cousin JULIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (who's in freaking CUBA right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i decided that i was going on a road trip to see her and we had the best night ever!!!!
EAting a poutineeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sleeping together :D :D
When i had to leave :(
Me, on the night of my friend Nancy's wedding :)
With Jess:
With Caro:
With my gay friend Fred, i think we look fucking hot :D
With Steve:
With Caro's mom :)
My new piercing :)
The night i did it :)
And a week later :P
My two babies :)
And my installation when i bought my tickets for the three BSB shows in november!! hahaha
And this week-end when me and my bros and mum and the neighbour when to the Orlean Island.
My mum
Apple Trees!
With Félix, the neighbour!
The view in fall of the leaves and the St-Lawrencre river. Just to tell you, it's my village we can see in some pics, and my church, from the other side of the river. It's beautiful
That's my whole village:)
After, at the resto :)
Me fucking tired that my bro was playing with my digi cam
And the fucking huge boat and the fuckin huge flat screen we saw when we took the boat to come back on the other side of the river.
And watch the vid too, you see the Frontenac Castle :)
You wanna hear the porno that me and my cousin did???? :) :) :) :)
And some BSB videos???
First i wanna start off by saying that it sucks when you miss someone so bad that you really want to just scream it so loud that they'll hear it and get back to you, but oh well, i mean you're trying to do the best you can and do stuff you think will fix it, but you end up ruining them even more. I'm in that position right now where i don't really know what to do or if i should do this or that, but basically what im trying to say is : Yes i really miss you and i think bout you all the time and i just want things to go back to how they were
So let's change the mood now, and talk about something else, cause that's what i do best lately. Try to think of something else! I've been buying some sexy ass clothes lately, and YES CRYS, i'll show you!!!! I bought a freaking sexy black corset (no not the top corset-like one) but a real one, and freaking shit! Uber sexy! I took some pics of it, i'll share them with you =)
Okay so now let's post what ive meant to post for weeks now! Facts about me! I just love reading random facts about my friends, so why not do it myself and inspire some of you to do so! :)
1- When i was five years old, i had this dog, Puppy. One day he left the house and i was sure he was lost. Turns out after that day i do not remember seeing him again. For like 10 years i thought he had gone and got lost until my dad told me that it wasnt what happened. Since my mom and dad had gotten divorced 4 years earlier and he was now moving out of town, he coudn't bring my dog with him, so they had to go to the vet and kll him. I hated my dad for telling me, and i cried the rest of the day.
2- Yeah my parents got divorced when i was one
3- My secret to fight monsters under the bed is to put a miror up against the bed and facing under the bed. So then if the monster wants to get out from under the bed, and grab your ankle he'll see himself in the morir and will be scared. Stupid, but when you're 10, you really think it works. Remember it for your kids!
4- In my family, on my mom's side, lots of people have gifts. My grandma could get our energy level up, my grandpa can take away any burning sensations (read huge big burnin sensations here!) My mom has premonitions dreams, my cousin sees people auras, my aunt can see angels. I'm still trying to figure out what mine is. My mom told me i had one, but wouldn't tell me which one it is.
5- I speak english today because of my dad. When i saw him again lastseptember i was sad to realize that " he lost his english", sucked at it in other words.
6- I was president of my class from 3rd grade to 6th grade, and in 6th grade i was president of the school
7- I've played in many acts in front of my school, did dancing shows also and played in major big act where i was the main character in high school. In highs school i was also in a music group. I played clarinet, saxophone and my fave flute. When i was doing those dancing shows, i used to think when i'd be older, i'd be a real dancer.
8- My fave subjects in high school were history, music and biology, in which i was so good that i didnt have to do the final exams.
9- From 4 to 11 i lived in a haunted house. I've got no proog of it byt many many times i heard footsteps in the room next to mine, i heard footsteps walking downstairs. Many nights i woke up fucking afraid, and turned on the lights falling back asleep with it on. I thought they were monsters at first.
10- When i was 9 i walked barefoot on fresh asphalt. Yeah it stayed under my feet and my mum had to put some iced twoels under tham until everything would come off. I had to stay on the toilet seat while she was doing that, cause it made me want to pee. Then my grandpa came to take away the burning. After that i was a week not able to walk, except on my knees, or on the tip of my toes which my mum hated see me do, cause i could have hurt myself even more. But i kept doing it cause i was a bad girl
11- I sleep with 5 pillows when i sleep completely alone
12- I sometimes think i'm not a good friend. In fact sometimes i think i'm a really bad friend.
13- I love drawing, but i suck at it. I love doing stuff with pics and lyrics, i wrote lots of texts about my feelings and stuff i went thru because i've never been the one confiding, so that was my way of getting stuff out.
PIcs time now?? weeheehee!
Most of you all know that i went to a backstreet boys show in august (be very jealous!) And i was front row! middle of the stage! woohooo And i took some pics, so let's tart the sharing!!! :)
I've been on the fan club for a year now, and i've met some incredible girls! I had the chance to meet them in august and since then your friendship only grew! We'll meet again in november, cause the backstreet boys are coming back in qc!! WOOHOO! for three shows and i can't wait! But anyway, now are the pics of the august 5th show!!!
That's me and Cyn. She's the coolest girl ever! (hahaha you're all cool my girlies!!!) and she's the one that can get me general tao chicken anytime i want!!!
That's me and Caro before the show!!
My ticket!!!!
The opening band. Ew- Girlicious. Yeah they are hawt tho
And the BSB!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nick, Larger than life. The first song of the show, after that Nick started to sing Stronger by Kanye!!! :D
And that's AJ!!!! Yeah, front row is fucking love!!!
I LOVED that moment!!!! 15000 people screaming their love for them and nick was becoming REALLY emo, but im in love with emo nick!!!!!! That def. was intense!!! They were getting emos! :D
And nickkkkkkkk when he jumped off the stage in i got the chance to touch him :D
And my girlied from the Fanclub!!!! :D left to right :) Karine, Manon, Gen (the superstarrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!) and me :D
The girls i went with, nice road trip with them! woohooo that was us after the show! Me, Cat, Fred and Jess :)
Me and Jess when we left the morning of the day of the show :)
Me waiting in front of the Bell Center :)
And me with Nananeeeee!!!! (Another girl on the Fanclub! :) She's friend with Cyn in real life :) ) Well we're all friends in real life now :)
Okay enough with the BSB pictures!!!
The Cheateau Frontenac (Frontenac Castle) here in Quebec. It's just so beautiful! That was at night for sure :D
Night out with Caro in august! She called me out of nowhere and asked me if i wanted to go drink with her! Course i said yes! We drank Sangrias and Dragons d'or! She ahd a margarita as well :)
Me and my cousin JULIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (who's in freaking CUBA right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i decided that i was going on a road trip to see her and we had the best night ever!!!!
EAting a poutineeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sleeping together :D :D
When i had to leave :(
Me, on the night of my friend Nancy's wedding :)
With Jess:
With Caro:
With my gay friend Fred, i think we look fucking hot :D
With Steve:
With Caro's mom :)
My new piercing :)
The night i did it :)
And a week later :P
My two babies :)
And my installation when i bought my tickets for the three BSB shows in november!! hahaha
And this week-end when me and my bros and mum and the neighbour when to the Orlean Island.
My mum
Apple Trees!
With Félix, the neighbour!
The view in fall of the leaves and the St-Lawrencre river. Just to tell you, it's my village we can see in some pics, and my church, from the other side of the river. It's beautiful
That's my whole village:)
After, at the resto :)
Me fucking tired that my bro was playing with my digi cam
And the fucking huge boat and the fuckin huge flat screen we saw when we took the boat to come back on the other side of the river.
And watch the vid too, you see the Frontenac Castle :)
You wanna hear the porno that me and my cousin did???? :) :) :) :)
And some BSB videos???