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i'm irritated for several reasons.
1. i'm irritated that i am irritated...i'd rather be angry. irritated is like a half-assed angry. wow, i have no way to say exactly what i mean.
2. kevin posted in his xanga that he loves hardball more than me. joking? probably. but still, so much for the bonding i'd thought we'd done over the weekend.
3. aaron is being...i don't know. an asshole? selfish? not understanding? she is flying 900 miles, she hasn't seen chris in months, and SHE wanted to surprise him. i am meerly a helper. was NOT my idea. but hey, let's all blame lauryn anyway and throw fits!!!
4. work. sucks.
i am going to go excersize and then make some jello and some pudding...provided, of course, that my mom is (a) not spazzing out about me being the the kitchen and (b) she's not wasted.
this post may sound stupid, but i needed to rant.
1. i'm irritated that i am irritated...i'd rather be angry. irritated is like a half-assed angry. wow, i have no way to say exactly what i mean.
2. kevin posted in his xanga that he loves hardball more than me. joking? probably. but still, so much for the bonding i'd thought we'd done over the weekend.
3. aaron is being...i don't know. an asshole? selfish? not understanding? she is flying 900 miles, she hasn't seen chris in months, and SHE wanted to surprise him. i am meerly a helper. was NOT my idea. but hey, let's all blame lauryn anyway and throw fits!!!
4. work. sucks.
i am going to go excersize and then make some jello and some pudding...provided, of course, that my mom is (a) not spazzing out about me being the the kitchen and (b) she's not wasted.
this post may sound stupid, but i needed to rant.