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It's been so long...
I hadn't written in a while... and now i feel like writing.
I missed Roberto in NY but was reminded of the stark depth of the city. I took photos and video with my mom, it was her birthday, so we went and had silly fun.
I'm feeling like my old melancholy thinking self, pondering songs that remind me of the earlier me. Like thunder trying to be the snow. Where do we go when we grow? Where do the old parts go? Can they only be unlocked in our memory?
Bits of her are still with me. I miss her.
I've started thinking about New Years Resolutions or "Things to do before I die" but they always bite me the following december, and I feel so unproductive. I turn to panic mode and start making things to feel better.
Last year, I
-quit my job
-got a new job
-fell in love
-got my heart broken
-visited girlfriends
-lost touch with friends
-made new friends
-kissed
-hugged
-made purses
-went to honduras
-got perspective
-went to NY
-got more perspective
-took pictures
-sang
-played
-went to disney
-went to museums
-went shopping
-laughed
-went through 3 hurricanes
-got my dog fixed
-helped sell my grandmother's house
-visited my grandmother in the nursing home
-cried
-missed old friends
-went to a reunion
-learned how to teach
-sketched
-made movies
-fell in love again
I hadn't written in a while... and now i feel like writing.
I missed Roberto in NY but was reminded of the stark depth of the city. I took photos and video with my mom, it was her birthday, so we went and had silly fun.
I'm feeling like my old melancholy thinking self, pondering songs that remind me of the earlier me. Like thunder trying to be the snow. Where do we go when we grow? Where do the old parts go? Can they only be unlocked in our memory?
Bits of her are still with me. I miss her.
I've started thinking about New Years Resolutions or "Things to do before I die" but they always bite me the following december, and I feel so unproductive. I turn to panic mode and start making things to feel better.
Last year, I
-quit my job
-got a new job
-fell in love
-got my heart broken
-visited girlfriends
-lost touch with friends
-made new friends
-kissed
-hugged
-made purses
-went to honduras
-got perspective
-went to NY
-got more perspective
-took pictures
-sang
-played
-went to disney
-went to museums
-went shopping
-laughed
-went through 3 hurricanes
-got my dog fixed
-helped sell my grandmother's house
-visited my grandmother in the nursing home
-cried
-missed old friends
-went to a reunion
-learned how to teach
-sketched
-made movies
-fell in love again