I think I'm whining. That's not good.

[funkyinfishnet]

I'm going through this weird thought-process tonight. Like I love writing fic, because I feel this great love for the characters and the shows that they come from and I want to express that love in the only way I really know how to and have some skill at - hence the writing. And as I get into fandoms, I wanna share my writings with people and give something back to a group who give so much with their writing which I love. Then I feel bad for sending my fic links to people, feeling like I'm bothering them or being really annoying or just desperate. It's like a Catch-22 and it's kinda uncomfortable and unattractive. Maybe I should stop thinking about it and just write and post and tell myself it doesn't matter who reads it. The point is the writing :) That feels less emo and more productive. *nods*

Okay, so to my great pile of half-finished fics! Let's make some progress and stop thinking lol.