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[funkygrunmonke]

I know this may sounds silly and liek I'm talking a bunch of crap but....I realyl feel liek I've change drastically just from th elast time I wrote in here. Really it's been since I've turned 21..I met some amazing people and I guess that could be part of it the people you spend time with have a great influence over you. Lucas and I have had our ups and downs..I don't really know what to say abotu all that. I realized a coupel of days ago Norm is more selfish than i thought and I know deep down his friendship and influence over me isnt a good thing but hes still a friend and i cant seem to be able to let him go nd he sure as hell hasnt let me go...sigh...I've been sorta talking to a friend of his...well a VERY close friend of his and I found out that he told his friend I was off limits as though I am his property.....o hell no...thank god his firend hasnt listened because...we get along REALLY well...and click..itd suck if Norm fucked that up...he seems to be the sorce of all my crappy momments...so thats why i know he needs to be gone form my life but...i dunno im so stupid sometimes...I mean I am not with him..i am nto his property i just erghhh....probably didnt help the situation by everythignt hat went down on ym bday lol...oh well...ive been longing for fall break and its gonna eb done in the blick of an eye....sigh....
ITS BIG SIS/LIL SIS week Im SO hyped. My lil sis looked too cute today I'm so glad she enjoyed her stuff! yay! tomorrow is gonna eb kick ass! yay! hmmm im contemplating calling Richie for another cuddle session...hah...im a dork...