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i thought things were falling apart 2 weeks ago..hah riiiiight....i really am so upset right now i can barely see because i have been crying so much....i really have lost what hope i thought i had...i can't speak to my parents for more than ten minutes without feeling overwhlemingly sick to my stomach..they are always so disappointed in me...i am so sick of disappointing them....i wish there was a way for me to move out of here so they wouldnt have to see or deal with me..but im poor..and have no where else to turn....i cant call liz..bryan..lynn...jazz...rachel..anyone really because of long distance...i really jsut cant take much more of feeling like this...dont be surprised if any day now u see on the news "hopeless...stressed..big girl bursts"