May 10, 2006 23:30
i put up pictures and such in my room..i must say i really love it right now..my room that is...turned in a couple of apps today.. crosses fingers..i just really feel the need to help out...Norm is very silly he made me laugh like crazy today...im not tired..i wish i were... i think a big change occured tonight..reality check..whatever u want to call it..it occured and im gonna have to face it and grow out of my fantasy...im in a weird mood..i need to do soemthign mor eproductive tomorrow...not like i did today..job stuff that was productive but other than that i pretty much burned barry white and temptations cds..yup..im a loser...tomorrow i think i will paint..alright im gonna force myself to sleep..try and not think about silly boys..night kiddies