papa used to sing that song.. 'you belong in pictures'.. and i'd laugh it all away
becca used to say the line in italic was mine:
How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad
Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad
I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral
Can't understand what I mean?
Well, you soon will
I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve
I have a history of taking off my shirt
i miss becca. & i think i was more fun when i was insane & didnt give a damn. i need to learn from myself again.
i used to dance in the living room like mad for a half hour just to get it all out. i wonder what my roommmates would think.. if i were to do that again.
whispers blowing in the wind.. saying its almost time
today i joked that i'd go to hollywood this summer. go be a waitress & do what i used to say i d do back when i was young and naive. audition like a manic till i landed the role of my life. i was only half joking though. last night in bed, i laid there and thought.. the thing i miss most of all of all the things i miss right now is acting. when i was a lil girl i made my teachers call me by names other than my own. it was too dull being me. i'm getting new headshot done come thnxgiving break as if i'll ever need it. haha. im such a joke.
or am i?
edit: the truth of it all is that i much prefer the stage, so hollywood and L.A. is really out of the picture.. but i *have* kind of decided to start getting serious again
How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad
Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad
I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral
Can't understand what I mean?
Well, you soon will
I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve
I have a history of taking off my shirt
i miss becca. & i think i was more fun when i was insane & didnt give a damn. i need to learn from myself again.
i used to dance in the living room like mad for a half hour just to get it all out. i wonder what my roommmates would think.. if i were to do that again.
whispers blowing in the wind.. saying its almost time
today i joked that i'd go to hollywood this summer. go be a waitress & do what i used to say i d do back when i was young and naive. audition like a manic till i landed the role of my life. i was only half joking though. last night in bed, i laid there and thought.. the thing i miss most of all of all the things i miss right now is acting. when i was a lil girl i made my teachers call me by names other than my own. it was too dull being me. i'm getting new headshot done come thnxgiving break as if i'll ever need it. haha. im such a joke.
or am i?
edit: the truth of it all is that i much prefer the stage, so hollywood and L.A. is really out of the picture.. but i *have* kind of decided to start getting serious again