Blessing or a Curse?
This saturday was the first time in about 3 months that i had some "eggs", if anyone is unsure what i mean by that term then please just comment and i'll explain.
I hardly ate anything on Saturday as i was excited about going out Sat night, was quite hungry until boshed the first one and then bye, bye hunger
Hello ultimate leathered!
It was strange because i haven't actually missed the sensation and to be honest am not too fussed about doing it again. I looked a mess at the end of the night, felt cold, backache, headache, irritable because we waited 2 and a half hours for our taxi. Then felt shit most of yesterday too.
But i had no urge to purge!
Bought a big bag of pic 'n' mis from morrsions along with a chicken baguette and some grapes, then when my fella came back from footie we went out and got fish and chips,
I digested the lot, thank you very much enzymes.
And today because i've had 2 days of being blessedly b/p free i feel strong enouigh to carry on
Fingers Crossed
Its alarming for me that doing something that is potentially damaging in one way has benefitted me in another.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh Well...
Only half a day at wotk today, finishing in just over an hour
In addition the sleeping pills worked a treat!
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