bad dream
ok so i was sleeping and i had this dream and it was so weird i woke up.
I tried to go right back to sleep but strange dark pointy things crawled across the undersides of my eyelids. so i tried reading a comicbook. I don't think it did its job. So i will write about it, and hopefully get back to sleep shortly thereafter
WARNING: GROSS AND/OR DISTURBING IMAGERY
so i dont recall how it starts. But iam in Gengras, except it has a few extra rooms, and the cafe has a second story to it. I am in a meeting room, with a box of donughts. They are tasty and i eat a few. I can only remember the pink one with sprinkles. I leave the room and find out the meeting i had come for is cancelled because there is a wedding taking place.
I wander around a little. I meet a girl who wears a wig, she has very little actual hair, she bangs her head against walls and the floor a lot. No one tries to stop her, even though it is obvious it is doing her damage. She wont stop banging it until the pain stops. I meet a blind child, a small boy, he plays with mice. I meet an older blind girl, around 14? She is friends with the boy, takes care of him, she can tell what he is doing when she is not around by sniffing the air.
I wander off again. I try to get back my donughts, but the room is now filled with sleeping people (guys i think) in sleeping bags. I com e out into the hallway someone i know (but im not sure exists in real life) is sitting leaning against the wall. ( cut in lots of random shots of the blind boy and girl wandering the streets, getting separated, lots of crowds, feet, rushing to and fro back and forth, hurry hurry) He is the president of the club that i was trying to attend a meeting or event for. I ask him if its still happening, he says "well i woiuld but NOoOOOoo, they had to book this wedding at the last minute! Stupid Gengras, only doing whatever makes them money."
I tell him about the donughts. He offers to help me. We go back to the room they wre just in and cannot find them, so we decide to search the dining room. For dinner they turn down lots of lights and close off teh upstairs to make it more moody and exclusize feeling, they are justa bout to close, tired workers sita round, cranky we've come itn last minute. I try my best not to knock off any plates on tables as i walk by, i graze a few anyways. We still cannot find them (or perhaps it wasnt the donughts afterall that we were looking for?)
Cut to the girl with the wig, she is in the street, leaning against a wall, wide eyed. She cannot take it anymore, she bangs the side of her head aganst the wall. Someone tires to stop her, she wobbles away. The blind girl is trapped ina corner byt he oncoming rush of people, she knows she will get turned around, she just stands there and sniffs, figureing out whet her brother is up to that way. He has a mouse, he is playing with is. (surges of crowds) He has a mouse, he has put it in in his mouth, he is chewing on it perhaps? It is wriggling in his mouth? Disgust and fear and aprhension invade my sleeping world. The girl sniffs. A gang of older boys has surrounded the blind boy, they are forcing him to chew the mouse, they are making him eat it. They are taking apart another mouse he had in his hands, digging into it with thier fingers, pulling it apart raw. The Girl has somehow found the boy, He stumbles away from the gang (they have released him) He falls to the ground, on his knees, explelling the partically eaten rodent. The girl drops to her knees, and vomits in discust. The girl with the wig appears, and falls directly next to them, so that thier heads are all forming a trinity. Her wig falls off, she wacks her head a couple of times, you can see the blood, the rows of short cut, thin and sparse hair. She looks ill. they all look ill. it is a portriate of dispair and horror. I wake up.
and this my friends, is what happens when you read "endless nights" Dispair and Delerium stories right before sleeping. Also, don't try to remedy it by reading a story about Distruction.
i woke up with my back overly warm from the electric blanket, and my feet uncovered and freezing.
annnnd, now i will try again.
more cheerful update in the morning
goodnight
I tried to go right back to sleep but strange dark pointy things crawled across the undersides of my eyelids. so i tried reading a comicbook. I don't think it did its job. So i will write about it, and hopefully get back to sleep shortly thereafter
WARNING: GROSS AND/OR DISTURBING IMAGERY
so i dont recall how it starts. But iam in Gengras, except it has a few extra rooms, and the cafe has a second story to it. I am in a meeting room, with a box of donughts. They are tasty and i eat a few. I can only remember the pink one with sprinkles. I leave the room and find out the meeting i had come for is cancelled because there is a wedding taking place.
I wander around a little. I meet a girl who wears a wig, she has very little actual hair, she bangs her head against walls and the floor a lot. No one tries to stop her, even though it is obvious it is doing her damage. She wont stop banging it until the pain stops. I meet a blind child, a small boy, he plays with mice. I meet an older blind girl, around 14? She is friends with the boy, takes care of him, she can tell what he is doing when she is not around by sniffing the air.
I wander off again. I try to get back my donughts, but the room is now filled with sleeping people (guys i think) in sleeping bags. I com e out into the hallway someone i know (but im not sure exists in real life) is sitting leaning against the wall. ( cut in lots of random shots of the blind boy and girl wandering the streets, getting separated, lots of crowds, feet, rushing to and fro back and forth, hurry hurry) He is the president of the club that i was trying to attend a meeting or event for. I ask him if its still happening, he says "well i woiuld but NOoOOOoo, they had to book this wedding at the last minute! Stupid Gengras, only doing whatever makes them money."
I tell him about the donughts. He offers to help me. We go back to the room they wre just in and cannot find them, so we decide to search the dining room. For dinner they turn down lots of lights and close off teh upstairs to make it more moody and exclusize feeling, they are justa bout to close, tired workers sita round, cranky we've come itn last minute. I try my best not to knock off any plates on tables as i walk by, i graze a few anyways. We still cannot find them (or perhaps it wasnt the donughts afterall that we were looking for?)
Cut to the girl with the wig, she is in the street, leaning against a wall, wide eyed. She cannot take it anymore, she bangs the side of her head aganst the wall. Someone tires to stop her, she wobbles away. The blind girl is trapped ina corner byt he oncoming rush of people, she knows she will get turned around, she just stands there and sniffs, figureing out whet her brother is up to that way. He has a mouse, he is playing with is. (surges of crowds) He has a mouse, he has put it in in his mouth, he is chewing on it perhaps? It is wriggling in his mouth? Disgust and fear and aprhension invade my sleeping world. The girl sniffs. A gang of older boys has surrounded the blind boy, they are forcing him to chew the mouse, they are making him eat it. They are taking apart another mouse he had in his hands, digging into it with thier fingers, pulling it apart raw. The Girl has somehow found the boy, He stumbles away from the gang (they have released him) He falls to the ground, on his knees, explelling the partically eaten rodent. The girl drops to her knees, and vomits in discust. The girl with the wig appears, and falls directly next to them, so that thier heads are all forming a trinity. Her wig falls off, she wacks her head a couple of times, you can see the blood, the rows of short cut, thin and sparse hair. She looks ill. they all look ill. it is a portriate of dispair and horror. I wake up.
and this my friends, is what happens when you read "endless nights" Dispair and Delerium stories right before sleeping. Also, don't try to remedy it by reading a story about Distruction.
i woke up with my back overly warm from the electric blanket, and my feet uncovered and freezing.
annnnd, now i will try again.
more cheerful update in the morning
goodnight