ergh
I am definitely not in the mood to study gov. I know it's just 20 pages of reading and a few articles, but I'm not in the mood at all.
I feel really off my game this week. It seems like I'm being a bitch to everybody, and it's really unnecessary. I need to be nice for once. Maybe that'll be my Spring Break resolution once I come back from St. Croix and I'm considerably happier. Spring Break will be amazing, and not only for the obvious reasons. During that time I'll actually have time to think, without the pressures of school or sports or boys. I know I've changed a lot this year. People actually know who I am, and, for the most part, I'm happy with my friends. Plus, I'm into great schools.
However, there's still a lot of things I have to work on. I need to stop worrying and overanalyzing situations and actually get things done. For instance, I'm terrified that prom is coming up so soon. I'm worried because I have no interesting prospects, as most of my guy friends are in college and out of state, plus I'm not good enough friends with any boy at DCDS to ask him or have him ask me. But that's a flawed thought process. I actually need to find boys outside of school, or stop being a weenie and tell people how I feel. Which is completely terrifying, but hey, noone said putting yourself out there was easy.
Ugh. I need to stop slacking off.
I feel really off my game this week. It seems like I'm being a bitch to everybody, and it's really unnecessary. I need to be nice for once. Maybe that'll be my Spring Break resolution once I come back from St. Croix and I'm considerably happier. Spring Break will be amazing, and not only for the obvious reasons. During that time I'll actually have time to think, without the pressures of school or sports or boys. I know I've changed a lot this year. People actually know who I am, and, for the most part, I'm happy with my friends. Plus, I'm into great schools.
However, there's still a lot of things I have to work on. I need to stop worrying and overanalyzing situations and actually get things done. For instance, I'm terrified that prom is coming up so soon. I'm worried because I have no interesting prospects, as most of my guy friends are in college and out of state, plus I'm not good enough friends with any boy at DCDS to ask him or have him ask me. But that's a flawed thought process. I actually need to find boys outside of school, or stop being a weenie and tell people how I feel. Which is completely terrifying, but hey, noone said putting yourself out there was easy.
Ugh. I need to stop slacking off.