Break Down
So it feels like everything is falling apart. I'm feeling over whelmed and overloaded with work. Tests, assignments, etc.
I don't know why I find everything here so hard. Photography is so natural to me. It's like I was born to do it but right now it's like maybe I'm not. Well I'm not cut out to do a bunch of techniqual shit.
I also feel like I'm just alone. It feels like no one can relate to me right now and actually understand this stress that I'm going through. Where the hell is Brandi when I need to talk to her. I wonder if I ask her to come up for a weekend she would. I doubt it since Dave is all possesive over her. But no matter how long we've spent apart she always understands how I feel. and I feel like I can tell her anything. *sigh* I miss my best friend.
I wonder why nothing comes easy to me anymore. Everything came easily to me at canadore here I UGH i dunno anymore....I have to study...bye.
I don't know why I find everything here so hard. Photography is so natural to me. It's like I was born to do it but right now it's like maybe I'm not. Well I'm not cut out to do a bunch of techniqual shit.
I also feel like I'm just alone. It feels like no one can relate to me right now and actually understand this stress that I'm going through. Where the hell is Brandi when I need to talk to her. I wonder if I ask her to come up for a weekend she would. I doubt it since Dave is all possesive over her. But no matter how long we've spent apart she always understands how I feel. and I feel like I can tell her anything. *sigh* I miss my best friend.
I wonder why nothing comes easy to me anymore. Everything came easily to me at canadore here I UGH i dunno anymore....I have to study...bye.