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"Time is never time at all- you can never ever leave, without leaving a piece of you. and our lives are forever changed we will never be the same. THE MORE YOU CHANGE THE LESS YOU FEEL"
I just want to be happy. I feel like im just consumed by this plummeting rapid cycle of consecutive horrible events...meanwhile, im trying to figure out who i am. that sounds so cliche, but i really dont know. today i looked in the mirror and i thought 'if i could change my looks to reflect who i am on the inside, what would i change it to?'- and i have no idea. i fear that this is an ever changing matter just like everything else. i want off this ride.
I think i need to get away. im not quite sure what that means..but i feel uncomfortable all the time. why am i doing this to myself? why am i curling up into this impervious shell? i want out.
what happened to my shadow? i love you eternally, my soulmate-my sleeping beauty. 'such a fool to think that i could wake you from your slumber, i could actually heal you'
"sometimes i think that you believe that i am a lot better of mentally than i really am"- her
"i think i now youre true state better than anyone else"- me
"you're right. i know that"- her
what happened to the good ole' days?
I fear that i am driving him away, please dont let this happen.
I just want to be happy. I feel like im just consumed by this plummeting rapid cycle of consecutive horrible events...meanwhile, im trying to figure out who i am. that sounds so cliche, but i really dont know. today i looked in the mirror and i thought 'if i could change my looks to reflect who i am on the inside, what would i change it to?'- and i have no idea. i fear that this is an ever changing matter just like everything else. i want off this ride.
I think i need to get away. im not quite sure what that means..but i feel uncomfortable all the time. why am i doing this to myself? why am i curling up into this impervious shell? i want out.
what happened to my shadow? i love you eternally, my soulmate-my sleeping beauty. 'such a fool to think that i could wake you from your slumber, i could actually heal you'
"sometimes i think that you believe that i am a lot better of mentally than i really am"- her
"i think i now youre true state better than anyone else"- me
"you're right. i know that"- her
what happened to the good ole' days?
I fear that i am driving him away, please dont let this happen.