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well well well...here in school....something i do not miss....boredom and the feeling of stress all come diving into my emotions all at once...i hate it... friday is the big day and i have so much to make up before then....i'm actually excited nervous for the auditions....i think i'll do aight...i hope i will...okay when i start to think about it i get scared....gabby came down this weekend and was helping me out in the studio...she gave me alot of confidence and had really good comments about what i had put together for my tap solo...i'm pretty much on a no eating water diet for this week...grr so far i haven't gotten hungry i just ate a granola bar and i've been drinking nothing but water...i gotta lose 10 lbs before auditions...a pink leotard and tights will be my costume for the entire day on saturday....i'm nervous as hell about the way my body will look on stage with nothing but house lights....i worked out my abs or what are supposed to be my abs yesterday and i'm kinda sore today....after dance i'm gonna spend like 10 minutes extra just on crunches and running my solo and then tonight irwin is coming over to my house cuz we have a project together and it's due on wed and we haven't even started....so we'll get alot done tonight and then i'll study for economics and read ch 8 from brave new world and yeah then do crunches again and go to sleep....every day this week will go by faster then i want it to...ahhhh i hope i make it like i really wanna be there....if i don't make it well atleast i tried but at the same time i really wanna be there...anyway i fixed my ipod woohoo...so yeah i guess that's it for now i hope everyone had a great spring break and are doing good...teph it was good seeing you..glad you made it up okay...
"don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game"
empty butterflies
alone and in thought
fear and anticipation
excitement and scared
question and lonesome
where will we be....
is that ok for you
it's not for me
seeking comfort and safety
assurance and clarity
*feeling alone* *andi*
"don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game"
empty butterflies
alone and in thought
fear and anticipation
excitement and scared
question and lonesome
where will we be....
is that ok for you
it's not for me
seeking comfort and safety
assurance and clarity
*feeling alone* *andi*