pretty tired today
i woke up today at 8:30. drove home, and like a fat-ass stopped to get burger king breakfast. oh well. when i got home i got changed, threw up the 'do' and headed off to work. only to find out i was going to have a 30 top by myself, at 11:45. i made almost 50 off them, so i guess it was ok. but why give it to me by myself. i think my manager just likes to be a dick to see what people can handle. nevermind if they are aggrivated, or need the help. just for his own satisfaction.
after work i went to tan. it was good. as always. i never think of anything when i am in the tanning bed. just relaxed. i fell asleep again today. it was neat. after returning home, i must've past out, b/c when i woke up i was confused....
i shaved my legs and all today. its always nice to be fresh. so-fresh and so-clean. so i guess all in all my day wasnt very productive. i havent had a bad day though. quite honestly, i havent thought about much. kept busy, slept and now i am gonna go chill with cowboy. maybe pick up some beer, and watch a movie. he's being deployed to iraq next week/ or next month. hes not sure which. hes a cool guy. and its always good to make new friends. ones that have something intellectual to talk about. we talk alot about war, and relationships, friends... its cool.
i return home in 2 weeks from tomorrow. it should make for an interesting trip. my 13 days there are pretty packed up. i cant wait to see the guys, and go to miami. that trip is well needed. time to clear my head, dance, surroud myself with people and WonDerFul music... (maybe some extracurricular activities).. it will be fun. i will be going to animal kingdom with my sister, niece and nephew that monday. i am WaY excited for that. a day with the kids, and a day for good convo with my sis. i am positive thats well needed also. i do know that after this trip returning here will be hard. but i am going to come back, work my ass off, get some bills paid, and decide from there what is best for me. i need to make some true choices in my life, that are truly killing me inside, but i know its right. does that make any sense? i want something... but yet, it seems as though having it is too difficult. so i have made that choice to look at is at something superb that happend in my life, but its time to move on. hurting so much inside b/c of someone just doesnt seem right anymore. things have faded....
well i guess i am out for the night. tomorrow i have to register my car here. and get my colorado license (finally). :) yes, i am a slacker. and then try to find a duffle-bag, and pick up some tips... oh and i think get my nose pierced. yeah, it does sound like a good idea. tomorrow will be a good day.
love.
after work i went to tan. it was good. as always. i never think of anything when i am in the tanning bed. just relaxed. i fell asleep again today. it was neat. after returning home, i must've past out, b/c when i woke up i was confused....
i shaved my legs and all today. its always nice to be fresh. so-fresh and so-clean. so i guess all in all my day wasnt very productive. i havent had a bad day though. quite honestly, i havent thought about much. kept busy, slept and now i am gonna go chill with cowboy. maybe pick up some beer, and watch a movie. he's being deployed to iraq next week/ or next month. hes not sure which. hes a cool guy. and its always good to make new friends. ones that have something intellectual to talk about. we talk alot about war, and relationships, friends... its cool.
i return home in 2 weeks from tomorrow. it should make for an interesting trip. my 13 days there are pretty packed up. i cant wait to see the guys, and go to miami. that trip is well needed. time to clear my head, dance, surroud myself with people and WonDerFul music... (maybe some extracurricular activities).. it will be fun. i will be going to animal kingdom with my sister, niece and nephew that monday. i am WaY excited for that. a day with the kids, and a day for good convo with my sis. i am positive thats well needed also. i do know that after this trip returning here will be hard. but i am going to come back, work my ass off, get some bills paid, and decide from there what is best for me. i need to make some true choices in my life, that are truly killing me inside, but i know its right. does that make any sense? i want something... but yet, it seems as though having it is too difficult. so i have made that choice to look at is at something superb that happend in my life, but its time to move on. hurting so much inside b/c of someone just doesnt seem right anymore. things have faded....
well i guess i am out for the night. tomorrow i have to register my car here. and get my colorado license (finally). :) yes, i am a slacker. and then try to find a duffle-bag, and pick up some tips... oh and i think get my nose pierced. yeah, it does sound like a good idea. tomorrow will be a good day.
love.