HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I said that I would do this this year, so here they are:
NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS!
1) I want to find someone whom I really like, who lives within driving distance, who I can call and not have to worry about long distance charges, and, of course, who isn't interested in just sex.
2) I want to get to know those that I truely love even more. I'm going to exemp my parents from this because I'm always getting to know them better. Honestly though, after 16 years you'd think that you'd know everything about someone that they wanted to tell you. I guess I'm wrong though because, somehow, my mom always manages to pull something out of the hat. No, the people I'm refering to are mainly Sam, Olivia, Chris, Manny, George, RJ, Kate, Emily, Molly, Liz, Angelique, Uncle Alex, Kylie, Aunt Nancy, Grandma Unie, Grandpa George..yeah, I think that's everyone
3) I want to get the complete works of various musical artists like Sarah McLachlan, Savage Garden, The Killers, Destiny's Child, Matchbox 20, and of course, all three of the LOTR soundtracks.
4) I want to get to know myself better. I want to sort out my core values and cement them in my emotions.
5) I want to get the complete series of Final Fantasy games.
6) I NEED to get rid of my trading cards. I'm spending too much money on them. I could be saving that money for things that I would actually use; not trading cards that I only use in fake battles against myself. This means goodbye to my Pokemon and Yu-Gi-Oh cards.
7) I want to stop watching Kids WB every saturday morning for the new shows. If I'm going to watch anime, I'll watch quality anime without the cheesy lines and insanely cliche heroic plot. Who knows, maybe I'll be able to find a show that has gay couples who aren't afraid to express their love in front of people! *glares at Yuugi and Yami*
8) I want to convince my parents that I really am careful with candles. As it is, right now I'm not really supposed to light candles in my room because my parents are afraid that I'm going to fall asleep and then the house will go up in flames. Honestly, I've been blowing them out before I go to bed. You think I'm that desperate to get into trouble?!
9) I want to get a full set of hair care products. I also want to come up with a way to keep my sister away from them. She has this stupid philosophy that guys shouldn't have stuff to take care of their hair. That way she feels she has an excuse to take my stuff and use it while simultaniously keeping it away from me.
10) I want to get a job. Probably at Peggy's salon. Peggy and Marc are so well paid that I'd be getting a lot of money simply for sweeping up the hair on the floor and washing other people's hair, lol. Not only that, but Peggy and Marc are family friends, so I have a much better chance of getting a job there.
11) I want to get my license. I'm pretty sure that'll be able to happen, lol.
12) I want to go on my trip to San Diego. I desperately need to see Alex. He's going to be my "coach." Watch out people; when I get back I'll be the gayest thing that you've ever seen. Maybe I'll run into Kim while I'm down there, too. That'd be awesome.
13) I wanna go back to Australia. I'm dying to see Bill again and to stay in his enormous house. I havn't been in a house that big in a while. That was so much fun down there. I really had a blast. I need to get my Scuba license as well so that I can go scuba diving while I'm down there. I'd be able to charter a boat and I could go wherever the hell I wanted...well, almost. There are places that I wouldn't be allowed to go. But still, me scuba diving all by myself. That's such an exciting thought.
14) I want to repair my relationship with G-d as well. I have this sneaking suspicion that people are getting rather annoyed with me because I'm always talking about Him these days, but as far as I'm concerned, if they can't handle me getting in touch with a part of myself that I've been out of touch with for a long time then they can go fuck themselves. This is who I am, and if you don't like it then screw you. I can't help it if my faith annoys you, and you know what, if it does, I'm not sure that I want to be friends with you at all. Just because my faith in who I believe in is greater than yours' doesn't make me a bad person, and it certainly doesn't give you license to express your contempt for me. So yeah, go screw yourself with a really wide, but insanely small dildo. Less pleasure; more pain!
Yeah, I think that's everything. I got a little angry by that last one. I think it's because of this thing that Graci did. She met this "really cool gay guy" who lives over in Gladstone. I should be happy that he lives close I guess. The thing that really made me mad though was that she just gave him my phone number. I don't know anything about this person. I don't know if he's what I'm looking for at all. And even if he is, it still doesn't feel right to be jumping back on the wagon quite yet. Just let me run along for a little while and then I'll decide when I'm ready to rejoin people in the world of romance. If this guy turns out to be someone looking for a sex hook up I'm going to be so pissed. Honestly, gay guys like that make me want to throw up sometimes. If I'm wanting a fling I'll be the one to go looking for the guy, not the other way around. Honestly, why Graci has to play my pimp is beyond me. She better not have asked for money in exchange for the phone number. If she did I'm going to feel so dirty and used. Argh. Anyway, time to go pray.
NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS!
1) I want to find someone whom I really like, who lives within driving distance, who I can call and not have to worry about long distance charges, and, of course, who isn't interested in just sex.
2) I want to get to know those that I truely love even more. I'm going to exemp my parents from this because I'm always getting to know them better. Honestly though, after 16 years you'd think that you'd know everything about someone that they wanted to tell you. I guess I'm wrong though because, somehow, my mom always manages to pull something out of the hat. No, the people I'm refering to are mainly Sam, Olivia, Chris, Manny, George, RJ, Kate, Emily, Molly, Liz, Angelique, Uncle Alex, Kylie, Aunt Nancy, Grandma Unie, Grandpa George..yeah, I think that's everyone
3) I want to get the complete works of various musical artists like Sarah McLachlan, Savage Garden, The Killers, Destiny's Child, Matchbox 20, and of course, all three of the LOTR soundtracks.
4) I want to get to know myself better. I want to sort out my core values and cement them in my emotions.
5) I want to get the complete series of Final Fantasy games.
6) I NEED to get rid of my trading cards. I'm spending too much money on them. I could be saving that money for things that I would actually use; not trading cards that I only use in fake battles against myself. This means goodbye to my Pokemon and Yu-Gi-Oh cards.
7) I want to stop watching Kids WB every saturday morning for the new shows. If I'm going to watch anime, I'll watch quality anime without the cheesy lines and insanely cliche heroic plot. Who knows, maybe I'll be able to find a show that has gay couples who aren't afraid to express their love in front of people! *glares at Yuugi and Yami*
8) I want to convince my parents that I really am careful with candles. As it is, right now I'm not really supposed to light candles in my room because my parents are afraid that I'm going to fall asleep and then the house will go up in flames. Honestly, I've been blowing them out before I go to bed. You think I'm that desperate to get into trouble?!
9) I want to get a full set of hair care products. I also want to come up with a way to keep my sister away from them. She has this stupid philosophy that guys shouldn't have stuff to take care of their hair. That way she feels she has an excuse to take my stuff and use it while simultaniously keeping it away from me.
10) I want to get a job. Probably at Peggy's salon. Peggy and Marc are so well paid that I'd be getting a lot of money simply for sweeping up the hair on the floor and washing other people's hair, lol. Not only that, but Peggy and Marc are family friends, so I have a much better chance of getting a job there.
11) I want to get my license. I'm pretty sure that'll be able to happen, lol.
12) I want to go on my trip to San Diego. I desperately need to see Alex. He's going to be my "coach." Watch out people; when I get back I'll be the gayest thing that you've ever seen. Maybe I'll run into Kim while I'm down there, too. That'd be awesome.
13) I wanna go back to Australia. I'm dying to see Bill again and to stay in his enormous house. I havn't been in a house that big in a while. That was so much fun down there. I really had a blast. I need to get my Scuba license as well so that I can go scuba diving while I'm down there. I'd be able to charter a boat and I could go wherever the hell I wanted...well, almost. There are places that I wouldn't be allowed to go. But still, me scuba diving all by myself. That's such an exciting thought.
14) I want to repair my relationship with G-d as well. I have this sneaking suspicion that people are getting rather annoyed with me because I'm always talking about Him these days, but as far as I'm concerned, if they can't handle me getting in touch with a part of myself that I've been out of touch with for a long time then they can go fuck themselves. This is who I am, and if you don't like it then screw you. I can't help it if my faith annoys you, and you know what, if it does, I'm not sure that I want to be friends with you at all. Just because my faith in who I believe in is greater than yours' doesn't make me a bad person, and it certainly doesn't give you license to express your contempt for me. So yeah, go screw yourself with a really wide, but insanely small dildo. Less pleasure; more pain!
Yeah, I think that's everything. I got a little angry by that last one. I think it's because of this thing that Graci did. She met this "really cool gay guy" who lives over in Gladstone. I should be happy that he lives close I guess. The thing that really made me mad though was that she just gave him my phone number. I don't know anything about this person. I don't know if he's what I'm looking for at all. And even if he is, it still doesn't feel right to be jumping back on the wagon quite yet. Just let me run along for a little while and then I'll decide when I'm ready to rejoin people in the world of romance. If this guy turns out to be someone looking for a sex hook up I'm going to be so pissed. Honestly, gay guys like that make me want to throw up sometimes. If I'm wanting a fling I'll be the one to go looking for the guy, not the other way around. Honestly, why Graci has to play my pimp is beyond me. She better not have asked for money in exchange for the phone number. If she did I'm going to feel so dirty and used. Argh. Anyway, time to go pray.