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well i got back from Alabama 4 days ago and i want to go back!!!...all i wanna do is talk to jud...i miss him soooooo much....it's so weird being home now...when i was up there everything went away...all my worries...all my responsibilities...everything...all i cared about was him and now it's over....it feels like all that was a dream and now i'm in reality...everything i see reminds me of him...when i got home i saw a bag of salt and vinegar chips and i almost started crying cuz we ate them up there...that's how bad it is...lol...and he gave me one of his shirts...it smells like him...i miss him sooooo much...i miss sitting there staring into his eyes...i miss hearing him whisper "I love you" into my ear...i miss him whiping my tears when i cry...i mis HIM!...this time was soooooooo much harder than last time to leave him...i cried so much...especially when i got on the plane...the flight attendant was nice...he talked to me a lot and tried to make me feel better...and right when i started feeling better i pulled out a letter he wrote me and started crying more...it was soooo sweet...i'm already trying to plan my trip back up there..lol...but i'm gunna get goin...i need to talk to him...laterz...xoxo
oh yea...i'm gunna post some pics as soon as i remember how
oh yea...i'm gunna post some pics as soon as i remember how