Its hard to believe that its REALLY over

Sep 23, 2005 22:07

I sit here in my bed and think to myself "did he really love me?, if he ever DID love me, does he still?"
I think of all of the great times we had together...All of the songs we had together.
We weren't together all that long, but we went through so much together.
He was always there for me when i was down, a shoulder to cry on.
Listened to everything I had to say, no matter how stupid it was.

One thing I will never forget about him is the way he smiled at me. The look he gave while we were laying next to each other, a look like "you are so amazing".
Im going to miss the little things that i took for granted. The text messages in the morning, wearing his jersey, galactic bowling, the long phone conversations, and just simply being with him, laying with him.

i think of him as one of my best friends, he was someone i could confide in, someone who made me smile, someone i will never forget.
I hope he can think of me as one of his best friends, because i'll always be there for him.

I think back to when we first met. I look at all the pictures he drew me, I smile, but then i start to cry because it just reminds me of all that has happened.

It was so fun while it lasted, and i would have to say that he was my first true love.
Though, I dont know if he ever really loved me, or still loves me
but i know one thing, I still and probably always will love him.

I guess its time to move on, but im going to think of him every step of the way.
I'll always have his back in everything he does, if he ever needs a friend, i'll always be here.
I may be sad now, but i know that someday I will look back at the memories we made and smile.

Everything happens for a reason, we both know hearts can change, and well, nothing lasts forever.

I love you.
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