Stupid Paper
i'm trying to write an English paper, but its not really working. fuck it. hung out with miller lastnight @ his sisters house, that was fun. She gave me a pair of jeans to rip up for her cuz she liked mine & wen she tried it didnt work. Came back to my house, played ping pong then he said he had to leave so i "accidentally" nailed him in the forehead with the ball. haha, that was funny tho i did feel bad. Then i got online & Holley im'd me & says fucking chris has a new girlfriend from GPS. asshole, he promised he'd "never date another girl". i really cant take all his shit anymore. i asked him about it straight up a couple of days ago. i was like "hey! heard ur dating sum1" & he goes "nah, i just said that cuz i was put on the spot" & i was like "u shouldnt be lying" & he goes "i'm not, i said we're talking which we do so its not a lie". it was a lie to me fag.
Then i ripped up the jeans, they're not as good of quality as my american eagle jeans, like the threads are thinner but it came out ok. i might go pick up sum patch's for 'em & put 'em on today. i think that'd make 'em alot cooler. i messed up on the back pocket cuz its weird, but i think i kinda fixed it.
i get to go back to the doctor tomorrow, my mom tried to cancel my appointment. bitch. its like anytime i come home & act ok & just sit infront on the tv/nap on the couch she figures i'm ok & i dont get tired & all that. & wenever i hangout with Miller & then say i'm tired she goes "well u werent tired earlier wen u were with Miller!" i'm just like wtf? yes i was, ask him. i sleep all the time! (which i also feel bad about). then i told her i need to go back & get my spleen checked & she goes "no i can do that here, i think it was just to see how your feeling" i was just like "um no!? ur not a doctor, & its not just to 'ask me how i'm feeling'". she so retarded sumtimes.
i hear me & Miller sumhow became the "hot topic" @ CCA. just once, i'd like to have a nice private relationship without other ppls opinions of me interfering. i get that no1 at CCA likes me, but then why is it such big news that me & Miller are hanging out? i dont even know how every1 found out. wen we went to Seussical we werent even dating or anything, we went as friends...came out as alittle more but went into it as friends. i'm so confused, & in a bitchy mood. i just wana go home & have miller come over & sit on my couch & watch tv. doubt that'll happen. damn.
Then i ripped up the jeans, they're not as good of quality as my american eagle jeans, like the threads are thinner but it came out ok. i might go pick up sum patch's for 'em & put 'em on today. i think that'd make 'em alot cooler. i messed up on the back pocket cuz its weird, but i think i kinda fixed it.
i get to go back to the doctor tomorrow, my mom tried to cancel my appointment. bitch. its like anytime i come home & act ok & just sit infront on the tv/nap on the couch she figures i'm ok & i dont get tired & all that. & wenever i hangout with Miller & then say i'm tired she goes "well u werent tired earlier wen u were with Miller!" i'm just like wtf? yes i was, ask him. i sleep all the time! (which i also feel bad about). then i told her i need to go back & get my spleen checked & she goes "no i can do that here, i think it was just to see how your feeling" i was just like "um no!? ur not a doctor, & its not just to 'ask me how i'm feeling'". she so retarded sumtimes.
i hear me & Miller sumhow became the "hot topic" @ CCA. just once, i'd like to have a nice private relationship without other ppls opinions of me interfering. i get that no1 at CCA likes me, but then why is it such big news that me & Miller are hanging out? i dont even know how every1 found out. wen we went to Seussical we werent even dating or anything, we went as friends...came out as alittle more but went into it as friends. i'm so confused, & in a bitchy mood. i just wana go home & have miller come over & sit on my couch & watch tv. doubt that'll happen. damn.