shes a dying yuppie
went to the doctor, she says i have strep AND mono. i cant breathe, or eat, or drink. i just want sum effing food. this most likely means no suesical, no concert, no lunch with friends Sat. no soccer tourni, & no mini-house-party. pretty much i will sit @ home all weekend while every1 else goes to fun things (like effing seusical) i will be sitting here at home alone (family's going outta town) dying, trying to breathe. if it gets really bad to where i cant breathe @ all or drink, i get to go to the hospital & get on an IV. i also get to go back to the doctor in a week to make sure my spleen isnt going to explode. o how i'm looking forward to that! i'm supposed to do 1/2 days @ skool, only i cant cuz no2 can pick me up. & i cant work for the next week, but i NEED that money :(. The mono cant be treated, but the strep can. but i cant take normal strep medicine cuz it messes up the mono, so i get that DISGUSTING chalky, pink medicine u get wen ur 5. i get to take it twice a day! i almost puked wen i drank it today.... i also have to take 2 ibuprofen every 2 hours & use mouthwash every 2 hours to try to get my tonsils to go down. it hurts SO bad, like not even kidding. i just wana die, i cant even sleep bcuz i wake-up every hour cuz i cant breathe. i'm scared i'll die in my sleep this weekend & no1 will kno. Or that my spleen will explode, if i feel any "sharp pain" in my tummy or my shoulder, or if my skin turns yellow or white i get to go to the hospital, its a "surgical emergency" bcuz my spleen will have exploded. chances of this are rare since my spleens not big & i wont b doing much physical activity, but still.
why is it that wen my friends got mono, they could all breathe & eat like normal ppl, but i cant? God hates me.....
why is it that wen my friends got mono, they could all breathe & eat like normal ppl, but i cant? God hates me.....