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I feel really out of all my friends lives & its seriously getting under my skin. I think i'm gonna break-up with Jacob tonight, & i feel terrible cuz he loves me & i can tell but i feel like i can't feel that for him. Phil hates him, Chris hates him, the entire soccer team hates him. i dont know if i can handle that peer pressure. i feel really bad. i dont know, i'm trying so hard but hes puttingso much pressure on it making it too serious. i dont want serious. i want a boy to play with who i can fall in love with wen the time is right. but he tries to force it.
i want my friends back, why wont they play with me? or answer my calls? makes me feel rejected & unwelcome. like i'm an annoying bug.
on a funner noted i'm goin to kellie B.'s house, shes like the coolest kid @ ND lol. not really but i think she is, shes very original. I dunno wut the hell we'll do, but i wanna go to a damn party lol
i want my friends back, why wont they play with me? or answer my calls? makes me feel rejected & unwelcome. like i'm an annoying bug.
on a funner noted i'm goin to kellie B.'s house, shes like the coolest kid @ ND lol. not really but i think she is, shes very original. I dunno wut the hell we'll do, but i wanna go to a damn party lol