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Chloe has a big mouth, a really big mouth. i thought ppl understood that anything i say 2 them stays between us but no apparently not. apparently wen i talk 2 sum1 about sumthing it means they can go tell the person who i said sumthing about's best friend who is at that time @ the guys house, so it quickly & easily gets back to him. i'm not mad...well maybe alittle...but more i'm disappointed & thats so much worse.
i like him, i cant effing get over him, but i SERIOUSLY dont want him 2 know, if he knows he wont want 2 even b near me as a friend, that would kill me. i know i dont have a chance, so PLZ dont go talking 2 other ppl about me, ESPECIALLY the guys best friend, thats just kinda bitchy....
i dunno...maybe i'm just bitchy.....
i feel WAY embarrassed that it got back to him, embarrassed & betrayed
i like him, i cant effing get over him, but i SERIOUSLY dont want him 2 know, if he knows he wont want 2 even b near me as a friend, that would kill me. i know i dont have a chance, so PLZ dont go talking 2 other ppl about me, ESPECIALLY the guys best friend, thats just kinda bitchy....
i dunno...maybe i'm just bitchy.....
i feel WAY embarrassed that it got back to him, embarrassed & betrayed