Well, I don't ever want to feel like I did that day
Waiting is all i seem to do these days...
*Waiting for trains that are late in the morning
*Waiting for 3 hour lectures to cease
*Waiting for countless ammounts of trains and people at Redfern
*Waiting for a seat on a train thats free and actually has a back to it (never got that one going)
*Waiting at doctors surgery place for like 1/2 an hour
*Waiting to see if people i care about will pull through some bad stuff thats happening to them, stuff i wouldnt wish upon anyone.
Right now i feel tired, sick, left out, sore and not good enough for many of the places i am at. I think i need to go to sleep and like not wake up for a week because maybe then i could actually get my act together about things, places, people... maybe. My feelings always seem to be so dramatic, like a roller coaster. When im happy its the best and i just cant stop laughing or rolling around the floor coz of something thats happened (ie how my dance teacher was lookin like he was giving birth today) and on the other hand when im down i feel like shit, hence some of the things in the list before.
Argh i need sleep and a shoulder to lean on right now.
oh.
EDIT: i just became an aunty, or a great aunty to twins
*Waiting for trains that are late in the morning
*Waiting for 3 hour lectures to cease
*Waiting for countless ammounts of trains and people at Redfern
*Waiting for a seat on a train thats free and actually has a back to it (never got that one going)
*Waiting at doctors surgery place for like 1/2 an hour
*Waiting to see if people i care about will pull through some bad stuff thats happening to them, stuff i wouldnt wish upon anyone.
Right now i feel tired, sick, left out, sore and not good enough for many of the places i am at. I think i need to go to sleep and like not wake up for a week because maybe then i could actually get my act together about things, places, people... maybe. My feelings always seem to be so dramatic, like a roller coaster. When im happy its the best and i just cant stop laughing or rolling around the floor coz of something thats happened (ie how my dance teacher was lookin like he was giving birth today) and on the other hand when im down i feel like shit, hence some of the things in the list before.
Argh i need sleep and a shoulder to lean on right now.
oh.
EDIT: i just became an aunty, or a great aunty to twins