Epiphany . . . Epifany?
Forst of all i can't even speel the fucking word
but anyway
I realized yesterday
that the boys don;t know me at all
and jess pointed out they think they know people like that
but they don't
not exactly an amazing epiphany(?)
but one that kinda made me depressed last night
aparently there are somethings that i just don't seem to scream
when you first meet me
I dunno i just thouhgt it was strange
I've kinda wanted to scream for a while,
but when people tell me too
I never want to do it
i think i have a bunch of built up anger
mainly because life is stupid
and i deperately need a boy
it's almost not even funny
I discovered INXS this weekend
the old INXS
they're like a good rock/pop band
did you know they did New Sensation
I had no idea
But apparently they did
I'd just like to share that i'm really thinking about starting to make clothes
not shirts
but like jackets
dresses
togas??
i dunno
just more then what i wear
because it's getting boring
I've been feeling kinda unloved for the past week
and i know who ever reads this does love me
because if you don't
really
why are you still reading this?
I mean you really should have stopped at the title
No really
you soo should have stopped
So i'm kinda pumped for this random awards ceremony for young democrats
i dunno why but i am
Don't you just love it when people leave you out of stuff
then say
well you can come if you want
i always feel like saying
well fuck if that's my invite
there's no way in hell i'm going
The girls need to have a girls night this weekend
because i was seriously about to punch one of the guys out lats night
Not even funny
I'm ready for togas
and sweat bands
and spandex
and leg warmers
oh it's going to be fabulous!!
and lastly i'd like to appolgize for the up coming week
because i bet i'll chew someone's head off
i'm kinda moody
just wanted to let you know
but anyway
I realized yesterday
that the boys don;t know me at all
and jess pointed out they think they know people like that
but they don't
not exactly an amazing epiphany(?)
but one that kinda made me depressed last night
aparently there are somethings that i just don't seem to scream
when you first meet me
I dunno i just thouhgt it was strange
I've kinda wanted to scream for a while,
but when people tell me too
I never want to do it
i think i have a bunch of built up anger
mainly because life is stupid
and i deperately need a boy
it's almost not even funny
I discovered INXS this weekend
the old INXS
they're like a good rock/pop band
did you know they did New Sensation
I had no idea
But apparently they did
I'd just like to share that i'm really thinking about starting to make clothes
not shirts
but like jackets
dresses
togas??
i dunno
just more then what i wear
because it's getting boring
I've been feeling kinda unloved for the past week
and i know who ever reads this does love me
because if you don't
really
why are you still reading this?
I mean you really should have stopped at the title
No really
you soo should have stopped
So i'm kinda pumped for this random awards ceremony for young democrats
i dunno why but i am
Don't you just love it when people leave you out of stuff
then say
well you can come if you want
i always feel like saying
well fuck if that's my invite
there's no way in hell i'm going
The girls need to have a girls night this weekend
because i was seriously about to punch one of the guys out lats night
Not even funny
I'm ready for togas
and sweat bands
and spandex
and leg warmers
oh it's going to be fabulous!!
and lastly i'd like to appolgize for the up coming week
because i bet i'll chew someone's head off
i'm kinda moody
just wanted to let you know