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when you find someone you really like it is a touchy subject how close to get. i never want anyone to steal emotion and energy from me again. relationship drama. it creeps in so slowly. the fufillment, of replacement, of natural energy and passion, by someone elses company and desire, they stir in you. the picture gets smaller! me further from my higher self.
one day, not today, dont look forward, hold now. why does that insecure blanket lurk, where I feel I need to look into the future with this person, find some sort of outcome, finalle to solidify this love, but it shouldnt be. it should be nothing, but now, what we hold now, fresh. i think that is where alot of people go wrong in relationships. in life.
im never gonna quit wishin and creating, but when it come full circle and i get what i wanted, i am gonna fucking enjoy that moment.
one day, not today, dont look forward, hold now. why does that insecure blanket lurk, where I feel I need to look into the future with this person, find some sort of outcome, finalle to solidify this love, but it shouldnt be. it should be nothing, but now, what we hold now, fresh. i think that is where alot of people go wrong in relationships. in life.
im never gonna quit wishin and creating, but when it come full circle and i get what i wanted, i am gonna fucking enjoy that moment.