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What does a bitch gotta do to get some news/updates on Bill Mueller?? I can't find shit. I could have swore I heard the Dodgers broadcasters say he took ground balls today (yesterday), but I can't find any news on that. So I'm ticked.
I haven't slept in my room in 7 months. I just can't go in there. I don't know why. I'm sorta scared to go in there other then to get dressed and undressed. So I spend all my time the living room with the lights on. I'm such a pussy. I get night terrors, and I even need my mom to sleep in here with me some nights, like tonight. I was having a rough time, so I went and got her. I FEEL LIKE A FOOL!!!!! It's so retarded. I wish I could get through the night alone, but I just can't. Everything worries me.
I haven't slept in my room in 7 months. I just can't go in there. I don't know why. I'm sorta scared to go in there other then to get dressed and undressed. So I spend all my time the living room with the lights on. I'm such a pussy. I get night terrors, and I even need my mom to sleep in here with me some nights, like tonight. I was having a rough time, so I went and got her. I FEEL LIKE A FOOL!!!!! It's so retarded. I wish I could get through the night alone, but I just can't. Everything worries me.