college makes me feel lonely
i think its about time i write something a little intellectual by now. now if i could only find the words......
from these past four days of school this is the prolly the loneliest i've felt in a long time. to go from seeing your friends almost everyday to almost nothing. these past four days have basically told me to stop fuckin around and concentrate on getting a job that pays good money. and i'm certain one could find an occupation that they truely enjoy, IF they are willing to commit to the certain obligations that come with achieving that occupation. furthermore, maybe i'm just hopeless and haven't settled down from my summer, but i don't particularly look forward to solving a math equation or analyzing human behavior to be accepted as a productive individual. then that leads me to the question of: what are my other options? i could build schools and maybe teach english for 3rd world countries, save some money and buy a piece of land to farm and live off that, or maybe i'll just suck it up and go to school and take a bunch of photography classes and then travel the world and become a photo journalist. ok i'm done. i'm done with my rant. despite that i didn't quite come to a logical conclusion, i feel a little bit better..... only a little bit tho.