Complete Love in a womans heart
- I HAD THE MOST UNREAL WEEKEND
- Friday night was spent down Manly with Kev, ran into brention chelsea and that crew <3 kev met them, loved them had such a grea night, didnt drink :)
- Saturday got some sun, went to the gym had a relaxing day @ home, madea fucking great sandwich :P
- Saturday night was fucking messy, started @ one of tims mates places down in dee why. His mates were fucking hot, it was a perve fest max :P they were also really great guys.. the reall laid back surfie ones.
- Got talking the a girl there from belgium, her name was sarah she fucking rocked :) we chatted about Robbie Williams she went to his concert over seas she said it was unreal and that he kisses chicks from the crowd. a low cut top is in order :P man id do anything to sEX robbie hahaha
- SATURDAY NIGHT- was fucking MESSY, i was wasted as shit, we went to minskies in neutral bay, was pretty dead there, still the funniest place to go haha! Tymon and Ash rocked up as well, copious amounts of grog was consumed Stayed @ Tims
- Woke up so hungover @ tims so fucking hungover
- Today i went out on my friends boat IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING DAY OLD FRIENDS ROCK :) got a little bit stoned as well lol!! we were all sitting up in this tree smoking a doobie. Brenton has a wakeboard and this huge inflatable ring! his boat is so fast and they said i was more than welcome to join them for a summer on the water :) I am looking forward to this for a few reasons. These are freidns i really cherish, they are so kind hearted and fun they would do anything for me and that is returned.
- This weekend
- We had a BBQ joked around and had a massive catch up chat with Esther, she was in my group from school, shes dating Jamie one of the guys, we still get along really well. In a few weeks one of the other girls bec is getting back from overseas, she was also in my group, were going to go for dinner. :)
- Brentons mate Chris is hot as, but hes a slut... he calls me sexy.. brenton said he would shank me if i go near chris in that way. i think ill keep it at a distance, i dont want to stir shit within this group @ all especially over something like sex... mmmm sexings
- Funny comment of the day, there was a heavily pregnant woman Ester right out went that pregnant woman is pissing me off just cos she is, i found it hillarious lol we then talked about child birth and vaginal
- This summer, these people and fun i really cant wait for the summer.
- Have already been working on the TAN =D copped some good rays today, yesterday i sunbaked for an hour, i think i am going to start going down the mall to my gym on wednesday lunch breaks to use the solarium, going to start on wednesday :) its only $6 a session and it wont be busy lunch times wednesday :)
- I think i was to retrat my resume for the jon downstairs and deal with the stress, deal with he lack of pay rise, i will be bored, its geat experience upstairs, its high flying and the people are agreat, i want the easier job to cop out, to bludge to feel less stressed. Id rather take strps to dealing with stress, i have also brought up my pay issue with my boss... see how it goes
- REally want to buy a dress for summer, i dound one in SDS i really want, cant wait to pick it up :)
- Am going to get my shoes off lay by this week their for work.
- Have been getting along really well with sares other mate Rach as well, top chick that one, id love to do more with her! the guy she was seeing was sending her MMS of his cock last night.. he had a rad cock lol OMG she just told me she went to his house, it was the first time they met and she fucked him!!! fucking lol!
- Weekend overall was so amazing. i feel so much better then i have been, i am feeling great, things are looking up i have severely sepressed for weeks i fetl like i had no dorection in life, like i was going nowhere i had no passion no spark no nothing, it was frightening :( i feel so good now i hope i can continue feeling this way, i know with me it will take work, it will be effort as i depress easily but its a start.
- fucking ran out of petrol and had to get a jerry can and walk along the main road with it. SO EMBARRASING! hung over as shit, the funny thing was i ran out petrol right outside of mils and literally down the road from the servo. I knew i was low but how coul i be so dumb
- Still havent said hapy father day to dad... thats cos hes never really been a dad
- Going out to a mates for dinenr tonight, hes cooking i dunno whether to be scared of not scared lol
This week i will
Gym it 4 times
Be social
Feel good
Be Happy
and live my life the way i want with me in the control seet.
Best weekend in some time :)