You know that feeling...
when your stomache feels ALMOST like it's upset, and your whole body's kinda' swimmy and sadness is kindof marching over the hill towards you, but it keeps on tripping in groundhog holes? yeah. I don't know why. It could be this one thing, or it could be this other thing, or it could be that I didn't take my medication yesterday and I did today, and I think it just kindof jumped about and chuffled around in unintentional forward steps when I read everybodys updates about the party. In any case, it kindof sucks... kindof.
I've been feeling realy peopled out since tuesday evening, when I got back from the EMP with Lorenzo. I just wish I could recuperate over the weekend, but things keep on coming up so that I have to spend time with people. My mothers birthday was thursday, and I feel bad becuase I hadn't gotten enough cave time, so I didn't realy have the energy to pull anything together for her except for a mixt tape, which I think my sister enjoyd more than my mother.
so, yeah, lifes kindof ambiguously crappy. On the bright side, Cheri just burned be the entier works of Simon and Garfunkel, so I've been listening the fuck out of that.
I've been feeling realy peopled out since tuesday evening, when I got back from the EMP with Lorenzo. I just wish I could recuperate over the weekend, but things keep on coming up so that I have to spend time with people. My mothers birthday was thursday, and I feel bad becuase I hadn't gotten enough cave time, so I didn't realy have the energy to pull anything together for her except for a mixt tape, which I think my sister enjoyd more than my mother.
so, yeah, lifes kindof ambiguously crappy. On the bright side, Cheri just burned be the entier works of Simon and Garfunkel, so I've been listening the fuck out of that.