Spooky
This morning I had a very odd sort of experience. As I was coming out of dream land and into conciousness, I had the most lucid and real feeling as though there were a perticular girl in bed next to me. I could feel her energy there. My sense of touch and smell could recognize her. As I woke, wile my eyes were still closed, I roled my head over ever so slightly to her cheek, and planted a warm morning kiss on thin air.
The real odd thing, apart from the utter realism with which this persons presence came into my conciousnes, was the feeling that it gave me. I was not anoyed, or perturbed, or pissed off, or down cast, or sad that she was not truely there; or that the current state of things keeps me from being able to be with her (even if I were to not have sworn of girls for this period of time). It was almost uplifting.
I can say that I rarely dream, and I can quite asuradly say that I have never had an experience of waking that caries any likeness to this morning. It's true and utter uniqueness has struck me, along with the streangth of the feelings that ocumpanied it, which were quite very overwhelming. I don't quite know what to make of it.
P.S. I LOVE NEUTRAL MILK HOTEL -sings- "Two headed boy, she is all you could need; she will feed you tomatos and radio wire; sheel retire to sheats cold and clean; but do not hate her when she gets up to leave." Best ending to a record OF ALL TIME!!!! (that's right, better then the ending to Sgt. Peppers)
The real odd thing, apart from the utter realism with which this persons presence came into my conciousnes, was the feeling that it gave me. I was not anoyed, or perturbed, or pissed off, or down cast, or sad that she was not truely there; or that the current state of things keeps me from being able to be with her (even if I were to not have sworn of girls for this period of time). It was almost uplifting.
I can say that I rarely dream, and I can quite asuradly say that I have never had an experience of waking that caries any likeness to this morning. It's true and utter uniqueness has struck me, along with the streangth of the feelings that ocumpanied it, which were quite very overwhelming. I don't quite know what to make of it.
P.S. I LOVE NEUTRAL MILK HOTEL -sings- "Two headed boy, she is all you could need; she will feed you tomatos and radio wire; sheel retire to sheats cold and clean; but do not hate her when she gets up to leave." Best ending to a record OF ALL TIME!!!! (that's right, better then the ending to Sgt. Peppers)