to each its own
something is still holding me back from fully unleashing whatever it is that i wanna write, here.
i find it amusing that i have to vet what i say now
and yes, i still blame you for it.
(:
i get that how you use your own space is your prerogative.
what i dont get is how one never tires of shouting for attention
its like chaos is your constant, and you cant live without it
mummy said "why, you life's too mundane now thats why you need some drama in it huh?" over something i did
which i found totally hilarious of course, given the nature of said action! ;)
gimme my own space anytime over a big wide platform on which to parade everything
i dont know if its because i've become more selfish over the years
hmm, maybe guarded is a more appropriate term.
is this something that came with age?
or was it something that was built by me so subtly that even i didnt notice it?
maybe i need CFW's attitude
or maybe i just need _______ (whateveritisthatineed.)
maybe its time to change portals? (:
sian. see. its totally your fault leh hi.