An update, finally.

[funkadelicsoul]

On Sunday night, I went to club to scope out a local band at a place called 'Sevilla' in Riverside. It was the last remaining of hours of the weekend, so the club didn't have to much people hanging around as it got later into the night, as people probably had work, school, or both the next day

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[cthulance]

Ah, secret attractions. They can be so odd. Most odd to me is how we manage to keep feelings which can be at times VERY intense so secret. Even more odd is when two people clearly are attracted to each other, both know it, and they still can't bring themselves to take a step.

I've got a not-so-secret-I-guess attraction toward a girl I work with, and she shows me signs of being attracted to me as well. You know, the long meaningful stares, walking past each other a little too close, that kind of thing. Anyway, I'm reluctant to come out with it because for one thing, I'm still hung up on the age issue (though she's in her mid-20s so I don't know why it bothers me). Also, she stands out because she's not Mormon and I wonder how much of my attraction is based on that knowledge, knowing that I could date someone who doesn't expect a husband after a three week courtship who will provide her with lots of babies.

She's not that attractive in a conventional sense. But nevertheless, I'm highly attracted to her. I'm not quite sure how to proceed! It's damned annoying.