where the fuck did i go?
So I completely forgot I had this account thingi, well maybe I will start using it again?
It is really creepy reading everyones entries and they arn't reading mine...its like I have some form of "in" in their lives that they don't know about. whatever, I'll get over it.
God, its almost scary to think about people reading this that i haven't spocken to in months! meh?
It kinda makes me wish I had exciting things to say...very far from the truth. I kinda feel like everyone I know is like 3 steps ahead of me and I am really behind. but I put that on myself! Damn this year off, so many pros...yet so many cons. exciting tid bit...my birthday is in one month! I swear I thought this day would never come. I am really hoping my life changes a bit, cause it sucks more than words when all of your friends are 19 and you are not...it makes for very boring weekends of movies and sleep. pity.
so on to current news. in a couple of days Effie and I are seeing Rufus! I am so excited. And I am also very excited to possibly see Elaine, whome I haven't spoken to in a very long time. so the day should be filled with fun catching up and good times. Its good to have something to look forward to, it makes my life seem better.
It is really creepy reading everyones entries and they arn't reading mine...its like I have some form of "in" in their lives that they don't know about. whatever, I'll get over it.
God, its almost scary to think about people reading this that i haven't spocken to in months! meh?
It kinda makes me wish I had exciting things to say...very far from the truth. I kinda feel like everyone I know is like 3 steps ahead of me and I am really behind. but I put that on myself! Damn this year off, so many pros...yet so many cons. exciting tid bit...my birthday is in one month! I swear I thought this day would never come. I am really hoping my life changes a bit, cause it sucks more than words when all of your friends are 19 and you are not...it makes for very boring weekends of movies and sleep. pity.
so on to current news. in a couple of days Effie and I are seeing Rufus! I am so excited. And I am also very excited to possibly see Elaine, whome I haven't spoken to in a very long time. so the day should be filled with fun catching up and good times. Its good to have something to look forward to, it makes my life seem better.