Sep 29, 2005 11:47
i realized yesterday i signed a four year contract to a deathbed. hospital sheets. no hair. a great attempt by the nurses to recreate me into something perfect, something alive. only thing i can hope out of it, is that at 'graduation' ill be seeing it as a funeral of the person they helped out. and keep on beeing me. i just really realized it all, at eleven43. peace