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Sometimes I wonder where all they all came from, all the emotions that is. Are they real? Should I be having them? She destroys me, but in a good way, she breaks down my walls that have enclosed me, protected me away from the world. Many have tried before, God how they have tried, however to no avail, but she comes along and she is like a wrecking ball, with one sentence and my walls crumble and fall. She is showing me that it isn’t bad to be me with her, with the world. Because of her I am better, I have become happier and more open I have started to learn how to embrace the world instead of guarding my heart from it. Mostly because she is there for me to look to, not for comfort and assurance, just to look for, to know that she is there so when I do stumble there will be someone there. I have tried holding back, holding back like I usually do, but I can’t this time. She can tell by the lilt in my voice what I am feeling. She makes me happier than I have ever been. Embrace that I shall, for if I don’t I will be lost again.