pms?
im starting to think you dont give a good goddamn about me. im so unhappy to the point where im hurting and i cant even tell you. i dont even know if you notice and choose to ignore it or if you just dont notice. maybe im delusional. i dont feel like things are the same anymore. maybe thats just me. i wish i could tell you. i feel like every time i ask you one of my questions you just laugh it off and change the subject like youre afraid to talk about it. i wish i could ask you one of my questions without you laughing at it. i wish you could take it seriously. i wish you could see that im dying. i feel like youre just taking me for granted; since im here all the time im just like another daily routine. youre not even sweet anymore like you used to be. everythings just about sex and pleasure and what would i do to you if you did this or that. i just want to talk like we used to. is this what happens to people after theyve been together so long? everything just dwindles and its like oh its you, i cant live without you but i just dont feel like telling you i love you just because. the reason im always upset or distant is because of you. you make me feel like im not special to you anymore. i want to feel like i still matter. im tired of feeling like im just drifting along now. i dont want to drift. i need someone i can talk to...