It's Done...
lol, ok
i kinda wanna go to Alpine already, too much drama down here, although there is a lot of dram over htere as well, atleast i could stay in my room and ignore it all, or go to the park and sit there by myself, just like everything else. this is my first actual life story im writing, even though that is what i have been doing in all the other entries, just in a different form. i need a beer. lol, i cant believe that...ha...i dont know why, it makes me laugh. ohwell. what is real, or just a dream? i guess it really doesnt matter, they both happened at one point in an illusion or reality, you still feel the emotion. the only people i actualy come to rio to see are my family, Adrian, Elbert, Popo, and Chita. there are more like Dieana, and everyone that hang out in our group, but i dont know why i dont care if i see. probably because they were never actually my friends. i dont see why people dislike Chita so much, and talk so much crap...i guess it's insecurity...she's a really good friend, someone i can really trust. lol. trust, trust with anyone else besides those mentioned above is disapearing quickly. im disapearing quickly as well. i just realized karma, lol...although i always knew it would happen, not too suprising. so i guess this is it...there is nothing else, noone else. ill try...well you know, just FUCK YOU
i kinda wanna go to Alpine already, too much drama down here, although there is a lot of dram over htere as well, atleast i could stay in my room and ignore it all, or go to the park and sit there by myself, just like everything else. this is my first actual life story im writing, even though that is what i have been doing in all the other entries, just in a different form. i need a beer. lol, i cant believe that...ha...i dont know why, it makes me laugh. ohwell. what is real, or just a dream? i guess it really doesnt matter, they both happened at one point in an illusion or reality, you still feel the emotion. the only people i actualy come to rio to see are my family, Adrian, Elbert, Popo, and Chita. there are more like Dieana, and everyone that hang out in our group, but i dont know why i dont care if i see. probably because they were never actually my friends. i dont see why people dislike Chita so much, and talk so much crap...i guess it's insecurity...she's a really good friend, someone i can really trust. lol. trust, trust with anyone else besides those mentioned above is disapearing quickly. im disapearing quickly as well. i just realized karma, lol...although i always knew it would happen, not too suprising. so i guess this is it...there is nothing else, noone else. ill try...well you know, just FUCK YOU