So Freaking Tired
Ive been up since like 8:30 and it sucks fat balls!!! Im so freakin tired and i cant go back to sleep. I called sara up around 10:00 because she told me to call her when i wake up. I dont know what im doing today but i hella dont feel good. She wants to hang out and we probably are. Around 12:30 im going to go to Ceres High because my fat lazy ass hasnt gone to get my diploma yet. After that i have no clue what we are doing. Sara called me right now to ask me if its okay if we also go to her bank. Then she said that Vincent wanted us to kick it with him and fernando. I want to but then i dont cause i hella feel like crap. I dont even really wanna do anything today except just chill. Ive been having a lot of things on my mind lately and its interfering with other things cause im so into concentrating on whats on my mind i let everything else aside. Its bugging me BIG TIME and i dont know. I mean i already know whats going on right now and stuff and nothings going to happen soon...but my stupid ass question is "Do you still want to go out with me?". I havent seen him in a long time and usually that just bugs me but now its killing me. The more i think of it...the more it hurts and the more i ruin myself. I made a bad move and i dont know what to do. Geez...It would be much easier if people could just see how much they mean to someone and if it was just so simple to explain stuff so that anyone can fully understand what the other person is saying. ARGH!! This sucks big time. Nothings going to happen and my stubborn hard headed ass should just accept that and move on but nope...not gonna be like that. Its not that fuckin easy. I wish it was...i truly do but nope. Its not that easy.
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My stupid straightening iron broke yesterday and i had to straighten my stupid ass hair with that stupid ass curling iron i have. I burned the HELL out of my arm but whatever. Its all good. Next paycheck im going to go and get another piercing. Wouldnt you like to know where?!?! HAHA!! Yeah and then imma start saving up so i can go and get my tattoo by the middle of next month. Hmm...Im not sure what i want anymore cause yeah i dont know.
See!! I try to bring something else up and my mind and thoughts just go back to the first thing!! GEEZ im just going to go and finish getting ready. bye.
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My stupid straightening iron broke yesterday and i had to straighten my stupid ass hair with that stupid ass curling iron i have. I burned the HELL out of my arm but whatever. Its all good. Next paycheck im going to go and get another piercing. Wouldnt you like to know where?!?! HAHA!! Yeah and then imma start saving up so i can go and get my tattoo by the middle of next month. Hmm...Im not sure what i want anymore cause yeah i dont know.
See!! I try to bring something else up and my mind and thoughts just go back to the first thing!! GEEZ im just going to go and finish getting ready. bye.