*SIGH*
i got home like 45 minutes ago. i went walking around with sara because yeah her and her stepdad got in a big argument and she just walked out of her house so she came over here. i just had gotten out of the shower too and i was straightening my hair and she walked in my room crying. so yeah after i was done with my hair we walked around. we ran into april so yeah we went to mc donalds with her and then liz called and wanted to hang out. liz didnt show up until freakin like 9pm so yeah i said "fuck it im just gonna go home" so yeah i went home and they went out to eat. its so weird hanging out with all of them like before. im the quiet one who doesnt talk and the one who just listens. i havent talked to chaz in like 2 days. last time i talked to him was that night when all taht drama with yvette happen. i miss him so much. gosh this sucks so freakin much. i dont know what to do anymore. i get paid tomorrow and yeah i gotta go to wal-mart in the morning when i wake up after the dentist. *sigh* man im so sad and depressed. i hate this so much. i dont even know what else to say cause day by day its the same shit over and over again! "im sad because i want him, i want him because i love him" BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! I bet you thats what everyone hears when they ask whats wrong and i tell them. only sara and edith and yvette though. dude whatever.